Frank and Gerard had been unofficially together for almost two months, yet Frank had been avoiding saying something. Deep down in his heart he knew this wasn't just some silly phase or mixed up feelings. He loved Gerard. He loved him so much yet he was scared to say it. He was scared to say or because maybe it was too soon.
They'd only cuddled, yet he hadn't heard that word at all. It really hurt, but maybe Gerard was going through the same thing, too... or maybe Frank was being stupid. Maybe Gerard wasn't the one.
He saw cute boys in public and imagined himself with them instead of Gerard. Was that a bad thing? They were unofficial, but he didn't want to screw things up, so he tried to rid those thoughts or post about cute boys he saw. It felt like he had to constantly walk on eggshells.
He was too scared to ask if they were really official. He wanted to know so bad, though. Frank decided the next time the hung out he'd ask.
A few days passed and the pair were cuddling on the couch and watching Twilight. Frank looked into Gerard's eyes and said,
"I love you, Gee..."
His eyes blew up and he blinked at Frank. "You- uh... what?"
"I- never mind." Frank replied, his heart slowly cracking in his once warm chest.
"I got to tell you something, Frank. I-"
"You what?" Frank snapped, ice taking over his body.
"I've been dating someone else. Patrick Stump." Gerard mumbled, looking down.
"Out. Now." Frank commanded, fighting off the immense amount of tears forming in his eyes.
His vision became cloudy as salty tears flooded his soft eyes. A sob escaped his mouth as he wondered to himself,
"How could I be so stupid?!"
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