The Internship || Kim Namjoon Fanfiction

The Internship || Chapter 18: Run, Save, Repeat

Everything just happened so fast.
RM said that line as if it was something to be lightly treated, however every muscle in my body just stood still.
What the hell? How did that happen while i was gone?

Without asking further questions that ran through my mind, the right thing to do was obvious. Hurtful, but it was the right thing to do.
I hunged up without even replying and rushed to Suho.

He only needed to look at me once to know something was wrong.
"I understand, you must leave. It's okay really. I had a great time with you and i hope we can meet again love." He just took the words out of my mouth. As if he read my minds through my eyes.

"Thank you for flying so far for me."
"Anytime." He then kissed he gently on the lips, but unfortunately i could not enjoy the kiss. Not to talk about the fact i did not kiss him back but waited for him to let me run to Jimin.
When i think about it, it was wrong, but i had no choice. And i truly hope he knows that i'm sorry even though i did not say it.

Quickly, i got out of the restaurant and ran as fast as i could to the hotel. I then realized that i do not know where Jimin is. I assume that i'd hear him if i'll be close to tae's room. And so i did. On the way, i picked up my kit to treat him.
I ran to tae's room and right next to his room i heard the most insane voices coming out.

I bursted in the room, and saw Jimin on the floor. He was pale, tired and his face barely had any flesh on them.
In a flick of an eye, i got out of my shock and sat next to him.
"We came in to call him for dinner and just found him like that. Please help him!" J-Hope cried in tears.
"Get him up on the bed first." Jungkook carried him from the floor up to the bed, and i set up some pillows under his feet to level up his legs in order to stream oxygen to his brain.

It's been at least an two hours until i managed to get Jimin to wake uo, but honestly who really cares? All i care about is getting him up. I cannot believe this happened. I have no idea why or how did this happen, but i knew i had to focus in order to help him.

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After approximately 2 and a half hours, i was finally packing my kit back to the way it was. In that silent room, Jimin was on his bed, getting to his senses, a worried RM panacing around the room and me. I asked everyone to exit the room so i'll have a more peaceful environment to work at. However, RM insisted to stay since he felt a lot of guilt, so i allowed him to.

"Hey" i called out to him "it isn't your fault." I started walking to him.
"Yes it is." He turned to me, and suddenly, the height differences were noticeable even though i am tall.
"I am his leader and most importantly his friend. Not only was it my responsibility to take care of him as a leader, but also as his friend. How could i not have foreseen it?" He was so frustrated. I could sense it his presence, hear it in his voice and see it in his eyes.

"You guys have such a busy schedual, that you were so caught up and you looked away for a second. We all make mistakes, you are human and you must never forget that." I placed my hand on his shoulder.
"One second is all that took for it too be too much." He sighed. "Look, i appreciate the effort on making me feel better, but you know just like me that i should have paid more attention to him." He looked at him with regret.

However, the pain he felt, i felt twice as fold. RM is his leader but i am his doctor! Could i not have noticed his weak presence when i greeted him a good morning? When i wished him good luck at the practice? Before the concert? At the break? No. I was head over heels wirh Suho when i was on the phone with him any time possible. I got so caught up with him, that i forgot my responsibility for my friends.