The Internship || Kim Namjoon Fanfiction

The Internship || Chapter 37: The Big Bang

The day has just began, and the work is great. A few days passed, and the boys have started to work on their comeback. It means a lot of practice. A LOT. So much that I see them before and after my shift, in the practice room. Just to give you guys the picture: my shift starts at 8:00 A.M. and ends at 19:00 P.M. so... yeah. That is a lot of practice for a day.

I often go and check them, to see if something has happened. Thank god that everyone are still standing. They look exhausted don't be mistaken, but they keep going. I wonder from time to time, how do they do it. How do they just push their own stamina to the limits for a stage?

One day however, I was caught.

"Are they still practicing?" I asked, not in shock anymore.
"Yeah, they are perfecting their moves. Can I go back to my floor now? I have a meeting starting soon." Mi-Sun said from the other side of the call, sighing. Oh god I am so lame... I am asking her to go to their practice floor, everyday, for the last week.
"Oh? Yeah yeah go ahead." I closed my eyes shut from frustration and continued "I am truly sorry for running you all week."
"It's cool, just don't do it again. I have work too you know!"
I tried my best to hide my smile, but she did pick up my laughter.
"It is not funny! If you want to see how well their health is, go down and check yourself!" And then she hung up on me.

Okay, I admit I went too far. I'll just call up later to apologise.
It must seem dumb to you. Why won't I just go down to see how they are doing? I would, and I should. But the thing is that I don't want to see...

Him.

I just cannot look at his face knowing that once I will my heart will stop, and I'll shutter when I'll speak. My knees might become weak and I'll fall, or I might forget to breath and collapse.
God, just remembering him is making me remember memories I should not remember...

But on the other hand, I need to do my job. I am their doctor and I have to make sure to take care of them and keep them well. As in for now, I am sure that they are exhausted already
Plus, I will never forgive myself if something happens and I was not there to prevent it from happening.

Technically, I am supposed to check on them every 3 hours...

Urgh it will kill me won't it?

Fine!

I will go down to see how are they doing.

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"Okay, let's do the last part one more time guys!" I said while trying my best to catch my breath. It's been crazy lately because of the comeback. We are working ourselves way more then we should, some of us are doing it overtime. Especially when Taehyung's mother is sick, the comeback came at the worst time. There is a lot going on in our personal life, that I am afraid it might affect our skills.

"Again?! Uhh! My legs are killing me!" Yoongi groans and tried to get up from the floor, but Jungkook runs to his aid.
"Yeah, can't we take like a 5 minutes break? We are all exhausted." He said while pulling Yoongi up.
I looked at our choreographer, with a spark of hope in my eyes. Maybe, just maybe we can rest for 5 minutes after hours of practice on the same 1 minutes of choreography.
"Absolutely not. You know the rule: 6 hours practice, 10 minutes break."

I walked to him, trying to convince him to give us this one.
"Please... they are exhausted. And honestly, so am I. How can we learn the moves and perfect them if we are so tired? I promise you, just give us a bit of a break so we can at least catch our breath and then continue."
"Namjoon-ah, I know you mean well. I truly understand your concerns, and I see them everyday. I really do like you all, but you know I have no choice. If the managers find out I gave you guys a break..."
"I understand, but If we'll stay here standing? We can walking and pretend to do the moves! Even if someone comes to see they will think we are practicing! Please just 5 minutes..."