Niall was without any breathing, Liam had told him that he liked... that he... liked him. Niall imagined that this was one of those dumb, foolish, and horrendous dreams where reality hit him when he woke up.
"Niall..." Liam whispered since Niall didn't answer anything. He could not think, could not breathe and his tongue did not move to articulate the words, not that he had thought to tell him. "Niall... tell me something" Liam looked worried in his expression and voice. Niall raised her face to look at him.
Oh God, why must he be so fucking handsome and attractive? Even when he looks worried, it was what Niall thought.
"Stop playing..." was the only thing that could say the shortest boy.
"What?" Liam asked confused now.
"That you stop playing with me and with my feelings" he said something annoying.
"No, Niall, it's not what it seems." Liam, alarmed by what Niall thought, came close to him.
"B-but you're straight, you can not change your mind about sexuality overnight, Liam, that's impossible. Besides, I resigned myself and I know I will never have you as a couple." Liam put a sad expression to see the depressed blonde, hated that little cheerful was depressed, it should be illegal to make Niall feel sad or make him feel bad.
"I know. I know that I am straight and I know it was not overnight, I have felt this way for you for many days, I was so confused that I even told Zayn, because in truth, I really needed help with this . Zayn came to the conclusion that I like you... and a lot... and... after thinking about it all day he has some reason in what he told me. I... I just don't know, I realized you've been there for me forever and... thinking that makes me want to kiss you" Niall blushed to hear that, those words he had always wanted to hear leave the Liam's mouth. "And I know I'm straight, I still like women, but I like you, too." Liam took Niall's face in his hands and stroked his cheeks with his thumbs. "I like you very much, with your baby face, with your pink lips, with your blue eyes like the ocean and your hair falsely blonde" Niall heard the laughter of Liam and his breathing became difficult.
"Shit, no, this is wrong, this is wrong." Niall's face was like he was seeing a ghost. He let go of Liam's grip and started walking around the room holding his hair "This is wrong, it feels so real, why? This can not be real, it must be a dream, Liam just tells me those things when I dream about him."
"I'm glad to know you're dreaming about me" Niall looked at Liam's smile, so radiant, he didn't feel uncomfortable about any of this. Was there a possibility that his biggest dream in the whole universe was fulfilled? Of course not. Niall brought his fingers to his arm and began to pinch, felt only pain and irritation in his skin accompanied by a slight ardor "Niall, stop pinching," Liam turned to approach Niall but the blonde just moved away from him.
"Get away from me, you are not Liam, Liam is straight"
"Fuck, Niall!" Liam was starting to get stressed, it had always bothered him when he told the truth and they did not want to believe him.
"That's the fucking true!"
"Niall..." Liam took a deep breath through his nose and let everything out through his mouth. "What the fuck do I have to do to make you believe me?
"Nothing, because this is not real."
"Fuck, it's real!"
"Then, if it's real... what are you willing to do?"
"Whatever it takes..."
"Well... then kiss me" Liam looked at Niall a few seconds, then walked slowly to the blonde and Niall began to breathe raggedly, oh God, will he do it?
Niall got a little scared when Liam grabbed him by the shoulders and hit him against the wall, but curiously he did not hurt anything. Niall looked at Liam, so close to him, he could feel his breath crashing in his mouth, he was taller and therefore he was leaning more and more, Niall in an attempt to not accept reality tried to leave but Liam grabbed him from the wrist with two of his hands and placed them on his head and with the other hand took the chin of the lower one to capture his lips with hers.
Niall never closed his eyes, he was static, everything had really happened... Liam was really kissing him. Niall felt Liam's lips move over his rhythmically, opened and closed his mouth against Niall's closed lips, which he did a little (very uncomfortable). Niall decided to move away a little from his shyness and began to move his lips to the beat of Liam's. Liam was glad of the slow movement of Niall's lips and released his arms. Immediately Liam's arms moved to Niall's waist, which was surrounded by his big hands. Niall in turn moved his arms around Liam's neck. The smaller boy could feel the taste of Liam's breath enter his mouth and besides that the taste of his lips. Liam had no idea that Niall moved his lips so well, the little blonde was not as it seemed, innocent, his lips were the glory for Liam, they were soft and they gave off a sweet taste which was accompanied by his breath mints , just the blonde had brushed his teeth. The brown-hair boy wanted to make the kiss more exciting, and therefore put his tongue in the mouth of the blonde, looking for the tongue of this, to find Niall moaned, had never kissed someone with tongue and felt great, mimicked the movements Liam did with his tongue and both began a slow dance where saliva was also included. After another five minutes Liam separated from Niall and looked at the face and lips of the blonde. His face reflected confusion, you could tell he still could not distinguish what was happening with a dream, but that Liam would clarify it. His lips were red and a little swollen, in addition to being shiny because of being surrounded by Liam's saliva, he supposed that his lips were similarly and full of his best friend's saliva, too, the blonde's mouth was half open trying to control his breathing.
Liam crushed his lips this time with more force on Niall's, making the blonde moan at that act. Liam savagely stuck his tongue into Niall's mouth once more, Niall's hands feeling what Liam was doing to his tongue squeezed his big shoulders tightly from that surprise, Liam attacking Niall's tongue using his, expanding and sharing his saliva with Niall. The blonde was very surprised when one of Liam's mischievous hands was placed on his bum, caressing it from top to bottom, and he shuddered to feel the growing erection of the brown-hair boy against his thigh.
Liam ended the wet kiss when he took the bottom lip of the shorter boy and pulled him, Niall watched Liam's action and somehow was excited.
"Was that clear to you?" He said hoarsely.
Niall said nothing and pushed Liam, the brown-hair boy saw that the blonde wanted to escape chasing him, but it was too late when the blonde came to his room and put the lock on the door.
"Niall, open the door" Liam knocked on Niall's door, hebdid not want to spend the night thinking that Niall should have been hating me for thinking I was playing with him "Come on, Niall, open."
"Just get out" Niall was in his bed face down, his tears were lost in his pillow, he did not know what to do, he did not know how to act, he did not know anything about reality right now as he now accepted that Liam had actually kissed him.
"Niall, please, I want to talk" Liam was totally worried to hear the broken voice of the blonde "I do not want to have to break the door and then go out and buy another one."
"Why not? You're rich." NIall knew that Liam would not break her, just told her to get upset and leave.
"Because the store is far away and do not think I'll leave. Damn where the damn spare key is when you need it." Niall heard Liam curse behind the door and grabbed his cell phone, maybe listening to something from Ed Sheeran to sleep would be a good idea, and that's what happened when he was listening to friends .
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My Best Friend (Niam)
FanfictionTwo best friend, like brothers. One of them can't help falling un love with the other.