To Get Her

MAMA 2015

News Flash:

Millions of K-Pop fans around the world watched this year's 2015 Mnet Asian Music Award. This year, fans were lucky as 2NE1 did not disappoint. When all members rose one by one from the stage, their performance were welcomed with a pop of cheers and screams of adoration from their fans.

2NE1 performed their first hit "Fire" from 2009 but the crowd really exploded when CL sung " Naega jeil jal naga" , the chorus for 2NE1's hit song I Am The Best.

The return of 2NE1 on stage seems to be not the only reason for the hype last night. Reportedly, Dara Park seems to receive a lot of praises last night with her appearance and not only Korean netizens but her fanboys too are swooning on how beautiful she looked on stage.

On the other end, Bigbang did not disappoint as well this year as they appeared on the stage, expressing sorrowful emotions by singing "Loser" . Fans acclaimed for Bigbang's appealing expression of the pain of break up. This then made netizens wonder who the song is all about.

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Jiyong's POV

Airport Terminal

While waiting for the plane back to Korea, the boys were talking non-stop about the surprise performance of 2NE1.

"Hyung! Can you believe the girls last night?" "Daebak, they were fierce. I love it!" I heard the Panda said whose been ogling CL nonstop during her Hello Bitc**s performance.

Just like the him, Youngbae and Daesung were busily discussing the girls choreo and how wild the fans were while watching them last night. 

Even Top  who barely talks was bragging nonstop about his photos with them backstage.

I, on the other end kept my eyes closed...pretending not to listen to their conversation. 

While they all talk, I was here sitting by myself remembering how Dara's fanboys were going wild last night.

Yes, Dara... I see no one last night but her. 

How beautiful she looked and how happy she was to be back on stage with the girls. 

 While watching them, I can't help but hear other boys whispering her name and praising her beauty and all. I can't blame them, I too felt the same. As much as I want to strangle them and tell them to back off, I covered my ears instead.

It's been a year now...

It's been a year since I let her down...

It's been a year since I broke her heart...

It's been a year since I lost my heart.

She's smiling now...for the first time in a while I finally saw her beautiful smile again. She deserves all the love that she gets today. 

But you still hurt her...  i heard my conscience told me.   

I hate how un-bothered she was of my presence. I know she knew I'm watching her.  Obviously she doesn't care at all. 

God, she's really beautiful  and she's no longer mine..

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"Hyung, let's meet at my bar this weekend ." offered Seungri as soon as we landed Korea.

I lifted my left hand and stared at my wrist watch. "Why not go now? It's still early" I told him back. It's been a while since I went to the bar and I wanted to really drink my sorrows now. 

"Are you not tired Hyung? I can call the guys now to reserve the VIP room if you really want to go."

"Yes, let's party hard tonight. I want to meet the girls you've been bragging the whole week." I laughed out loud leaving Seungri shocked . 

At the Bar

I brushed my hair cooly, after sipping on a glass of Scotch on the rock, I looked at the girl beside me.  WTH! This girl is so boring. 

"I'm done with her, I need to look for my next girl out there." I whispered to Seungri's ear who was sitting on my left side and flashed him with my most wicked smile.

"What?! Hyung, its only been 1 hour"  he said in disbelief as I stood up.

The girl beside me was also shocked. She clenched her hands in my arm and started to sweet talk me.

"Yah!, your pretty babe, but you're really boring me right now" I said while keeping my cool. I hate clingy girls like her.

Before she can sweet talk me again, I pushed her hands off my arm and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I left her standing there shocked.

As I walked towards the dance floor, I saw Youngbae came with some girls. On the other end I saw Top & Dae approaching me halfway near the bar..

"Whoa..why are you out here?" Top exclaimed with crossed-arms.

"I got bored in there, the girl Seungri brought bored me to death" 

"Are you crazy dude?  Sam is drop dead gorgeous. She's a top model too and many guys are vying for her attention. "  Dae said with disbelief.

"What's so good about her? Dae, you can have her if you want. " I said as I puffed more smoke from my cigarette.

They both burst out laughing as if I told them a joke. I took a long sip on my drink and puffed more smoke until it surrounded them.

"Where's Youngbae? I thought I saw him came in with some girls" I asked curiously. 

"Oh, he's right over there..." Top said pointing towards the other end of the crowded bar.

I looked up and almost drop my drink. What the?! 

I saw Youngbae dancing with Dara...