To Get Her

Daragon Rise

Dara's POV

Few weeks later

"Omg!" i heard Bommie gasped as she was reading something on the internet.

"Is that Jiyong and ...Nana?" said Minzy who walked over to Bom side.

I pretended not to listen to their conversation.

Nana Komatsu, the new Japanese model that is being linked to Jiyong.  Just hearing her name brought back the pain when Jiyong was dating Kiko. What's with him and these japanese models anyway?!

"Unnie...are you even listening to what I am saying?" CL cut in by waving her hands in front of my face.

"Sorry...what were you sayin..?" I looked at CL unknowingly. I was caught in a deep thought and I forgot that she was telling me something about our next prod.

"The hell!... so it's really Nana right?!" exclaimed Bom again. Making me and CL turn towards her.

"Obviously.." I answered as I look at the photo with my cold eyes.

" Oh, Unnie...i know it still hurts but please move on. Forget him now. I love Jiyong as a brother too but we all know he doesn't deserve you. " CL said . I know she wanted to comfort me.

I sighed...why is life so unfair? 

Pain..feelings? I wanted them all to go away. These can only make me weak.

Looking at the girls, i know its unfair to drag them into my personal issues with Jiyong. I have to be strong..i have to stay numb

Stay numb Dara...

"I love you guys..don't worry . I'm not affected anymore. From now on, I will be the perfect Dara that you loved again.

"What do you mean Unnie?" asked CL, she looked worried for me.

"You'll see"  i smiled as I keep on telling myself to stay numb over and over again.

***

After recording the episode for our tv show guesting, the door to our dressing room suddenly opened and I saw our manager's happy face.  We envy Jangmae really for having such a positive outlook to any situation and we love him for that.

"Dara shi, after we return to YGE, you need to see Sajangnim." he said while collecting our things.

"Wae yo? " i asked curiously

"I think he want's to discuss the CF that was offered to you. I heard it's a big project " he said.

"Wow, Unnie! Is this with Lee Min Ho again?" swooned by Minzy.

"Ani! I don't think Sajangnim will allow another collaboration with Min Ho, otherwise the fans will think that something is really going on between you two" said CL.

"I'll let you guys know as soon as I speak to Sajangnim. Meantime, let's go I'm sooo hungry already!" I said as I pulled the girls towards our van.

***

YGE Office

As soon as I reach the executive floor, I knocked slowly on Sajangnim's door.

I heard him said enter softly, and I went in with my legs shaking again. Every time the girls & I are called to the chairman's office, we always feel this way. Scared..excited...worried..all rolled into one.

As I entered, I noticed that the chairman is talking to someone.

"Dara, come in..sit right here" I heard the chairman said.