When Love Blossoms (GOT7 FANFIC)

CHAPTER 8

eight • uncertainty

JB and I hadn't talk for about two weeks.

"Are you guys that busy?" I asked Jackson while we're talking through phone.

"Not really...Our promotion for our latest album GOT Love just ended."

"Then why didn't he find me or do something?" I was quite annoyed and heartbroken at the same time.

"Hey! Chill! Perhaps he's busying in 'Dream Knight' filming!" Jackson tried to comfort me.

Perhaps I shouldn't even have feelings for him, he's an idol and I'm still a trainee. If we started dating, I will ruin his career!

"Just...forget it, I wanna focus on my career." I sighed.

"Alright, I've got to go now, cheer up dear!" Jackson hung up the phone.

I hadn't visit the boys recently, I once stopped by but I didn't see JB. Is he avoiding me? But why?

Should I call him?

No. I shouldn't ruin his life.

Ugh.

I threw my phone on my bed and buried my face in the pillow.

"I hate you..."

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September 1st. JYP building.

I had a singing lesson and I spent the entire afternoon in the practice room.

"Okay, you're doing good." Miss Jung, who was my vocal teacher, concluded, "I invited someone to show you some skills today."

"Wow, who? Is it Jun K?!" I asked excitingly.

"Ahh nope, it's someone who's almost the same age as you, I think."

Hmmm...who will it be?

"I'm here!"

I was in high spirit until I saw him coming.

It's JB.

He looked quite shocked when he saw it was me.

"He's gonna teach you some skills today! And I'm gonna rest for a while! Thank you Jaebum!"

That was a moment of awkward silence after Ms Jung left.

I stared at the floor, not saying a word.

"I haven't see you in a while." He started the conversation first.

"Yeah...you seemed busy." Still staring at the floor.

"Actually I'm not bu...."

"Can we start now?"

I felt so sorry for treating him like that, but I had to, because if I didn't, I'll fall for him so hard. And I'll never get up again.

"Rae..."

"Stop." I stood up abruptly.

Now what? He's calling me "Rae" again? What actually happened between me and him?

He's staring at me, but I couldn't look at him, I turned my back.

I was getting teary as it was so hard to hold back your feelings.

Just then, he hugged me from behind silently and I started crying.

"Why...why are you crying?" He didn't let me go.

I missed you so much. I haven't seen you in almost three weeks time yet it feels like a decade. You have no idea how much I've missed you.

Everything that I wanted to say turned into sob.

"I'm sorry that I'm doing this..." He paused, "...I know you and Jackson have a thing going on but..."

"What?!" I pushed him away and looked into his eyes. He seemed confused as I was.

He thought that Jackson and I were dating so he decided to step back? This is so cheesy man!

"We are just friends! We're platonic!"

"This is just a misunderstanding?" He looked so stunned.

"Yeah! And what if we're really dating? What are you going to do?" Tears started streaming down my face as I got a little aggressive.

"I don't care! I want you back to me!" He held my hands tightly.

What is happening now? He likes me back? And what happens next? Is this the right thing to do?

"JB...I..." I shook my head.

"Hey! How are things going on?" Ms Jung suddenly entered the room. JB quickly let go of me and I immediately wiped off my tears, acting like nothing happened.

"Raelyn, are you crying? What happened?!" Ms Jung took a step closer to look at my swollen eyes.

"Nothing...JB scolded me cause I didn't do well..."

"No! I didn't scold her!"

"JB! I told you not to be so harsh!" Ms Jung is about 7 years older than us, she rebuked JB like a sister scolding her younger brother.

"Alright alright..." JB glared at me while I was giggling.

Ms Jung left again after warning JB to be soft to me.

"Hey! Why did you frame me?" JB tangled me with his arms.

"Because you made me cry! And I hate you!" I couldn't stop laughing.

"No you don't, you like me."

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Song of the chapter: Jun K - No Love