Every
thing
that happens to me
it feels like
I have
no say in
it
The events
that take place around me
though they include me
it feels like
I am the last to know
about them
I feel
dis-
connected
from the events of my own life
my parents look at me
in disappointment
as I seem to do nothing
But
I wait
to hear
what I am doing next
hoping
that
perhaps the person
dictating
what I am doing
makes the right choice
"why don't you-"
"You should-"
"It's out of my hands."
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Thought Spiraling
PoesiaFree verse poetry about Anxiety, anxiety attacks, depression, insecurity, dealing with trauma, and dysfunctional relationships.