Thought Spiraling

Thanks for your time.

"I have other things to do"

you mean,

besides

spending just a little time

with me

I don't mean

in silence

I don't mean

watching you do something else

I mean

actually

spending

time

with 

me

false promises

that we will talk more tomorrow

that we will do something soon

that I will matter more

when it is more convenient

I 

can't

wait.

I am so glad

that you have

other things to do

besides

give a shit

about me

apparently

I should just

be grateful

for being able

to even see 

you on facetime

anymore

thanks for your time