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*trigger warning*

The pain tears at my head,

I feel like I'm splitting in two,

This battle in my head between wanting to stay and help,

And depression,

Sometimes depression wins for a bit,

When it does I add to the counter on my arm,

The permanent counter,

The bleeding counter,

When the side of me that wants to help wins,

Well, I do that exactly,

I help others through their wars,

Hoping they don't start the counter on their arm,

Because once the counter has started,

It never goes back down,


I live for others,

I die for the counter.


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*Author's note*

Hey, it's me again. This one is based on me and what is happening in my mind. So if you are going through something similar or the same thing just know you're not alone, and you will get through you just need to find that person to live for.

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