Stories of my thoughts

In her arms

Crying is so hard to do,

How can girls do it so easily,

Just cry out of no where when i'm lying here,

The thoughts rushing through my head,

The blade by my side,

The tears no where to be seen though,

I've lost so much maybe my tears left with them,

Squish is there for me she crys for me,

So does Hannah,

But they can't give me there tears,

I stand here looking over the edge down into the water,

I see squish running towards me,

"Please don't" she yells "I can't lose you as well"

I step over the edge heels dangling off the edge,

"I'm sorry squish, you helped me so much, I'm sorry to do this to you,

I just think it'll be easier without me"

I put one foot out,

"Please" she says with tears in here eyes "don't leave"

"You tried you're best but I'm just too broken,

this isn't you're fault''

I jump,

I feel a hand around my wrist,

"NO, I WON'T LET YOU LEAVE"

I start crying,

"I'm sorry"

"I don't care, you're safe that's what matters.

I just miss her, I want to join her"

"She wouldn't want you to do this"

She holds me in her arms,

"I'll see you one day"

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*Author's note*

Hey so yea, sorry I haven't posted in a while, just been sorting some stuff out,

Thank you Hannah and Squish, you know who you are.