Begging

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*trigger warning*

The aching in my chest
I hate it
I can't bear to hold this weight
I let him go
I tried but I couldn't hold on
I saw him fall
I should've jumped to catch him
To fall with him
So we can fly together
But I stayed
And I hate myself for that
I didn't want to lose him
Oh god please take me
I want to see him again
Tell them I'm sorry
Tell Lizzie to continue our plan
Tell Zane he was the best brother I ever had
Tell Moeka to stay strong and I'm watching
Tell Benji not to give up
Tell them I'm sorry
It hurts so bad
Oh god make it stop
It tears at me from the inside
I hate it
Please
I want to die
Please

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