Stories of my thoughts

Our hill

*TRIGGER WARNING, some may not like this story, it includes: rape, suicide, death and love*

This was always our hill
Never anyone else's
Just ours
We would go to it every night
No every chance we had
We would go to the hill
It was always different tho
But some things stayed the same
There was always the tree
That bent over to give us shade
There was always the city
That we would stare and in awe
There was always the cliff
That we would play around
But this time it was different
This time I took it one step further
I decided to take one step off
He was in the tree
Climbing higher
But always keeping an eye on me
When I thought it was to high for him to fall
I ran and ran
I ran towards the cliff edge
I jumped off
It was all going to plan
Except for what he did
He had already fallen once
So I thought he would be safe
But once he saw me running
He fell from the trees
And broke his leg
But still he ran towards the edge
And jumped off after me
I looked behind me and saw his tears
His blood
His eyes
The cold water rushes over me
The world around me goes dark
I feel a weight around my weist
But still can't see anything
I feel the sand scratch my back
I feel pressure on my chest
Then I cough up the water
I see him looking down at me
Tears in his eyes
He tries to stand up
But collapses
I look at his leg
It's all purple
I see the pain
I see him wanting to scream out
But trying to stay strong for me
I drag him to the cove I was preparing for him
I had gotten pillows and candles and made it really nice but it wasn't finished
Oh well
I look at him
'I'm going to get help but then I'll be back'
'Promise' he replies
'Of coarse'
I run out into the night
I find a house and bang on the door
A guy comes out
'What do you want kid!?!'
'My friend, my boyfriend hurt himself can you please help me'
'Ok yea where is he'
'Follow me'
'Hey guys call an ambulance then follow me a kids hurt'
I run back but then collapse myself
My legs gave up on me
I try to get back up but the man holds me back
'Is he in there?' He asked pointing to the cove
'Yes'
'Hey guys he's in there'
I try to escape I try to run to him
'Hey hey easy, you are in no state to run. An ambulance will be here soon it'll be ok'
His friends bring him out of the cove
My strong prince
Limp with blood dripping out of his limbs and head
He's pasted out they say
Lack of blood
The ambulance comes and takes my prince off
Once they are gone the man invites me to come over and stay at his place till the morning
I didn't want to but he put his arm around me and forced me in
They had some drinks and got drunk
They decided it would be fun to beat me up
I take every hit thinking about him
My precious carrot
Later in the night when their girlfriends had gone to sleep
And they were really wasted
They decided to rape me
I couldn't do anything to stop them
Three against one
I gave in and eventually passed
I woke up on the beach covered in sand
I don't know where I am but I know last night wasn't a dream
I look at my phone that only bearly works
His picture pops up
I realise I never came back for him
He passed out
Without me
I start running
Running towards him
I don't where I'm going
I just know he's there
Eventually I reach a hospital and ask if Cameron is there
They say he was
I ask what they meant by that
They say he committed suicide after he heard a girl named Hannah was beaten and raped at a beach
I burst into tears
What's wrong they ask
I'm Hannah I reply
I run out the door and back to our hill
I run to the cliff and jump
He's not here to stop me
But I'll be with him soon

*Author's note*
Only one person will understand this, because only one person knows it's truth and to them I say, till our next date on the hill