The Third Bella

Chapter 34: We're Gonna Have A Baby

He stared at me blankly,"Dean?"

Again a blank stare,"Dean?"

"Okay whenever you're ready. And you're the father by the way-but you got that."

After waiting about ten minutes for Dean to say something, I grew tired,"Okay, so maybe it's best if I leave and we talk about this later."

"No, don't. Stay. Sorry, it's all just a lot to take in."

"I know it is, but we need to talk."

"I know that's why you need to stay."

"Okay so what now?

"First you need to answer some questions."

"Ask away I guess."

"How far along are you? How long have you known? Who else knows?"

"Six almost seven weeks. I find out my fourth week so two weeks. My family, Finn, and Hunter."

"So you went a whole two weeks without feeling the need to tell me," Dean said as his voice started to get louder.

"You can't get mad at me for that. I was scared, I didn't know who to go to and I had no clue if I should even tell you."

"You were thinking of not telling me at all?!," Dean was screaming at this point. And I didn't know if it was the pregnancy or what, but I started to tear up and felt a little dizzy.

Dean continued to yell at how unbelievable I was for not wanting to tell him, but I felt so nauseous that none of it registered. I knew he had a bathroom in there somewhere, I just needed to find it before I threw up on his shoes.

As soon as I located the bathroom, I ran to the toilet and immediately started to vomit. Once Dean realized what was happening, he ran to me and held my hair up while rubbing my back. I felt really embarrassed since we were in the middle of a very serious conversation, and my body just had to remember that it was pregnant.

"Sorry, my body tends to do that a lot," I said looking up to a very concerned Dean.

"No don't apologize. It's okay. I feel so bad for you," Dean replied with genuine worry in his eyes.

"I'm okay, it's just a bit of vomit," I said laughing trying to lighten the mood, but Dean didn't seem to appreciate my joke.

He helped me off of the floor and I rinsed my mouth out with mouthwash before joining him on the couch. We just sat there staring at each other, neither one of us daring to say a word. It was as if we were complete strangers who accidentally got knocked up and now had no clue what to do. Though that's partially right, everything still felt off.

I looked into Dean's eyes and I didn't see the love of my life, the father of my child, or my best friend; I looked into his eyes and saw a man who's completely terrified of the coming months and who's scared to become a dad. We both had no clue what to do or say, so we sat there. We just sat there and looked at each other.

"Dean I'm sorry that I just threw all this at you, but we really need to start talking about what we do next."

"I have a girlfriend Gabi. What the hell am I supposed to tell her?"

"Uh, I'm sure she'll be understanding. I mean, we've all known Renee to be such a good person," I said not even trying to hide the sarcasm.

"Seriously? That was really appropriate. But I actually have to figure out something to tell her, and your sarcasm isn't helping."

"Well it happened when you two weren't even together, so there's not much for her to be mad at."

"What if she wants to leave me? I mean I can't throw away my relationship-"