the one for me - benjey

Part 1 - mi amor.

benji POV
*ding* I gave my phone a glance only to see a text notification from a person named "jey🥰❤️". I smiled, grabbing my phone. The text reads: "hey banjo how's ur day going? ive been so caught up with homework I haven't gotten to text you yet today :( but luckily summer is almost hereeeee, i live you❤️" i responded with a simple "hey jey, my days going good, live u too💕" and set my phone down next to me once again. I rested my head on my pillow with my arm on my forehead and took a deep breath. If I'm being honest, I haven't been doing good. I miss him, even though I've never even met him. I love him. I love jorge, and I want him all to myself. I want to see him. I want to hold him. I need him here with me. I signed thinking it would never happen. He's just some boy crush I've had for months now, but I'm too much of a wimp to act on it. Sure I'll make some flirty comments or tiktoks, I'll tell him I love him because it's true. But I too scared to do anything else. Sometimes, I think I might annoy him. Like the other day, I posted what I thought was the cutest tiktok about him and all I got was a "k" in response. Maybe he thought he was being funny but sometimes I'm not so sure. I love him too much to ever even think about losing him, but that time could be soon if I don't ask him. I need to ask him to be my boyfriend. To love me as much as I love him, everyday of our lives. I want to marry this boy someday, but I feel like I'm losing him. I feel like I'm drowning in my thoughts, like I have nowhere to go. So I pull the covers over my body, and close my eyes.
*the next morning*
I wake up at around 7:30, it's Saturday. I untangle the cover from my limbs and sit up in my bed. I grab my phone and hit the small button on the side. My lock screen, a picture of jey squishing his cheeks together, is cover with about 10 messages from the boy on the screen. They pretty much all say things like "heyy" "where are you" and "are you mad at me?" I open up the messages and reply "hey I'm here. How could I be mad at you? Just fell asleep early, that's all." No more than 10 seconds later I get a text back, "okay baby love you" I feel my cheeks heat up, a blush spreading along my face. This boy, I think, he has me wrapped around his finger. "Love you to amor" I respond while getting up, and heading into the bathroom. I use the toilet, shower, brush my teeth, all the normal stuff. Once I'm dressed I decide to go on social media for a bit. I make a few TikToks, duetting one of jeyjeys. Obviously, the fans go crazy. I smile at all to the comments, then one catches my eye. It says "haha you make my heart melt with your beautiful face❤️😭🥵" coming from the username of "jeyjeygardi" I quietly giggle and reply with a few emojis, pretty much jamming up how I felt. I then hear a familiar ring coming from my laptop. I get up off my bed, and walk over to my desk. I sit down in front of the ringing laptop, with a face chat request from jey on the screen. I quickly fix my hair and answer.
"Hiiii" jey says.
"What's up?" I respond, flashing him my famous smile.
"The sky"
"You're such a dork"
"But I'm a dork that you loveeee" he teases
"Yes, you're a dork that I love"
We continue our conversation for almost two more hours, even though it felt like 2 minutes. This boy on the screen, this boy, he is the love of my life.

Hey guysss! This is the first chapter (obviously hahahahaha). I'll probably post a few more today since I have nothing to do lol. Also I don't proof read my stories so I'm sorry about any spelling errors oop. Anyways, please tell me if you like it and give me requests! (Also I promise it'll get more interesting this was just an introduction part lol)