the one for me - benjey

Part 10 - planning.

(So this chapter is still like a flashback but also close to present)
Benji's pov

It's been nearly 6 months since I first started talking to jey. I want to meet him so bad. I'm in love with this boy and I've never even touched him. I don't know what his hugs feels like, his kisses. I don't know what he smells like. But I really need that to change. I need to see him, I need to hold him in my arms. This boy had me wrapped around his finger.

All of a sudden, I get an idea. What if I plan a surprise trip to Barcelona. My parents are going on a business trip in two weeks, and they're taking my brothers with them. I didn't really want to go. So maybe during that time, I could go to jey's.

"Honestly that's a good plan," I said out loud to myself.

"What is?" My brother questioned while walking past my door.

"Uhhhh, nothing," I try to cover it up as my brothers know that I'm gay, but only my parents know about jorge. I was planning on telling them a while ago but I just kinda, forgot I guess.

"Cmon benji tell meeeeee," he begged while flopping down onto my bed.

"I-it's nothing." I stutter out. But now that I really think about it, they're gonna find out eventually, I might as well tell them now, it won't even be that big of a deal to them.

"Pleaseee??" He begs some more with his best pupils dog eyes. "You never tell me anything."

"Fine, but go get Rowy first." I say.

"Okay, brb!" He exclaims while nearly running out the door, only to return not even 20 seconds later, dragging my brother behind his. I laugh at his silliness as they both did on my bed. "Spill." He says.

"Okay, soooooo. There's this boy. His name is jorge, well jeyjey or jey. Anyways, I've been talking to him for nearly 6 months, but we haven't met yet. He lives 5 hours away in Barcelona. Sooo, I was thinking about surprising him by driving there while you guys are on the business trip with mom and dad. Sound like a good plan?" I announce.

"Do it bro!" Rowy almost yells.

"Actually you should! That would be an awesome surprise for your little boyyyyfriennnnddd," Thomas teases by holding out the word "boyfriend" but all I do is laugh in return.

"Okay, now that I've told you guys you can leave now," I say as I stand from my desk chair and shove them both off of my bed, replacing the now empty bed with my body.

"Noooo we wanna hang out! You can tell us about the jorge!" Rowy suggests.

I think about it for a sec, I mean I do love talking about him, he's the only thing on my mind nowadays. "Okay fine." I give in. They both lay down on either side of my, but there's enough room because luckily I have a pretty big bed.

I pull up jey's tiktok and start scrolling through them. I admire his cute little face that's almost always on my screen. It's either his face or his words from texting.

"You guys would be cute together," Thomas says. I blush slightly from the statement. "Now what's he like? Pull up how Twitter or something."

"Uhhh, okay?" I say hesitantly as I know what's on there but I guess they won't really care. I open up the app and click on Jorge's profile. I start reading the tweets to my brothers. Then o get to the point where jorge becomes whorehey.

I nervously laugh hoping they didn't see the many tweets jey had sent out that aren't appropriate for young kids to see, even though my brothers aren't young. I close my phone before they have time to see anything else.

The rest of the day pretty much consisted of my talking about jeyjey for a couple of hours, and telling my brothers how amazing he is.

*time skip 2 weeks*

I can't believe the day is already here, well tomorrow. I finally am going to meet jey. I was about to text him about how excited I was but then I remembered that this was a surprise trip. I had all of my bags packed except a mere one bag that was gonna have my everyday necessities in it.

I sit on my bed restless. I just got out of school so I'm obviously texting jey. It was the last day of school, so I'm like so excited about that, but even more excited about meeting jeyjey. I pretty much take up the rest of my day with reorganizing my room (because I had nothing else to do) and texting jey.

I really just wanted to see him. When the night comes, I couldn't sleep, at least not right away. It took me awhile but I eventually fell into a deep slumber. I was woken up by my obnoxious alarm blaring in my ear.

I groan, but remember what I'm getting up for, so I jump up almost immediately. I grab my already prepared outfit and throw it on my body. I showered the night before so I didn't have to worry about at such early hours in the day. And as soon as I'm ready to leave, I hop in my car, and start to drive to the love of my life.

Hey guys! So this is the end one the flashback chapters as you can tell because it's pretty much looped around cause this is where the story started. I'll still add on more chapters but like picking up where I left off before I did flashback chapters. Anyways, thank you guys for reading the story, I'm glad y'all like it! Love you guys!