God where do I start
It's always been you hasn't it
Never truly noticed because you were her's
But now your free to do what you please
To say what you want
And now I see you
Maybe you see me as well
But all I know is that you take my breath away
Every last breath
Looking into your warm eyes
Memorizing that calm smile
Before we have to part
This is the hardest time because all I want is you
Sitting here thinking about how amazing you are
And how happy you make me is astounding
You make me go crazy
You make my heart go wild
Only you can
I've wrote about others and wanted others
But it always cycles back to you
How much I want you to hold me
To smile at me for just a little longer
I crave each interaction
However how small and silly they may be
I cherish every moment
Every second is like being reborn again
Your attention is like finally seeing again
I'm content
I'm content to just be your friend
I'm content to be just there
I want nothing more than for you just to be in my life
So I'll push down these overwhelming feelings
I'll push aside the voice screaming
And shouting
Urging me to finally tell you how I feel
I'll block out that part of me that what's to wrap myself around you
I'll tell myself no for you
Because I know you aren't ready
I'll always be here
Cherishing our stolen moments
Forever and always to you my one true
YOU ARE READING
My darkness
PoetryThis is poems about what's going on with me and what might other people are feeling as well
