Cold Comfort »Z.M.« ✔️

25."I'm not over you."

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   It was actually cool, I liked to be with them. But the thing was, we somehow passed Zayn and they both began to talk shit about him.

   When we get home I go up to my room and undress. I feel free since I'm only in my underwear. I get under the sheets. Even though Zayn's being an asshole sometimes, I love him. And girls can't accept that. I am about to go to sleep, but I feel someone get in the bed with me and spread my legs. Holy shit. A finger slowly rubs my core over panties. I look at that someone to see Zayn. I open my mouth to say something, but he hushes me. Well then?

"Finally I get you to myself." he whispers inches away from my face. I pull him in for a kiss. He answers with a much harder kiss. But soon he pulls away and begins to leave wet kisses from my cheek down my neck and stops at my breasts. I quietly moan when he puts a little pressure on my clit. He smirks at how horny I am right now. He takes off my bra and begins to leave kisses all around my breasts, but never on my nipples. Such a tease. He finally begins to suck on my left nipple while his hand travels up from my pussy to right breast. It feels so right. After a while he goes lower. He takes off my soaked panties and grins at me. I smile brushing my hand through his black hair. He leans down and leaves a kiss on my clit. Without a warning he pushes two fingers in me what makes me gasp. He chuckles as he keeps moving. My own god, damn. I can't stop moaning when he fastens his thrusts and begins to lick my clit. I try so hard to be quiet. Right when I'm about to come he stops. I grip the sheets hardly. I breathe heavily. He gets up to me and presses his lips on mine. I answer his kiss with the same. He pulls away and gets his boxers off. Hell yes. He pushes in me at the same time he kisses me. I moan in the kiss. Wrap my arms around his neck. He moves slowly in the beginning, but he begins to move a lot faster. Good that he's kissing me, because I'd wake up everyone in this damn house and plus the whole neighbourhood. I feel how close I am from cumming now, but I'm afraid he'll stop again. He pulls away and looks down. Places his hand on my lower stomach. Puts some pressure there. And immediately it feels a lot more intense. He kisses me right before I let out a bit louder moan. He smiles during the kiss. I smile back at him, but then kiss him. Soon I finish. Finally. He's about to pull out, but he cums in me. Frowns. What's wrong with that?

"Are you on birth control?" he asks looking in my eyes. I shake my head. He sighs.

"The worst thing is that you can't tell your parents that you had sex with no condom and need some pills so you don't get pregnant." he chuckles. I smile. I can't, yeah. I don't really have them.

"Right, I don't have them anymore." I answer. He nods. It looks like he regrets saying it. He gets out of the bed. "You're going away?" I quietly ask. He looks at me. Nods.

"Heard from Nicole and Ruth that finally you're over me. Thought I could love you for the last time. Have fun tomorrow." he tells me while he dresses up and with that he's gone. Wait... Seriously? WAIT... HE DID ALL OF THIS ON PURPOSE? I get out of my bed and fastly wear underwear and some shorts and a t-shirt. Run downstairs. Ruth and Nicole sees me from the living room. I run out of the house. Immediately I go to his house's direction. He can't leave me like that... I'm not over him! I gasp when I step on a glass shard with my bare foot. Shit. But I keep going. I approach his house. Knock at the doors. Pain in my feet goes up my leg, but I still stand patiently for him to open. But the doors open a girl. Shit, I should've known.

"Who are you?" she asks frowning. I let out a painful breath.

"It doesn't matter. Where's Zayn?" I ask. A hand wraps around her bare stomach. And Zayn's face. The little fucker.

"Right here." he answers. His eyes travel down to my bleeding foot. He frowns, but then coldly looks at me, "You're bleeding. By the way." he comments. I frown.

"I know. And I don't give a fuck about that, because that's because of you. What the fuck were you talking about before?" I ask. He cocks an eyebrow at me, but then lets his new bitch go.

"Mind leaving us alone for a sec? Promise, will be back to you." he smiles at her. She smiles back and goes back in. He comes outside and closes the door.

"About Nicole and Ruth. What the fuck did you hear?" I ask. He chuckles.

"When you three were out. You didn't even smile at me. I hoped you would. You three were talking shit about me. And later. When I got in your house they were talking about how glad they were about you getting over me. About you telling them that you were tired of me being an asshole. Sorry for being an asshole though. I tried to fix that but... Guess I should get over you as well." he quietly explains everything. I shake my head at him.

"I never told them I was over you. I did smile at you. It's just that you didn't see, because they were talking shit about you and you couldn't bother to even look back. I was quiet the whole time they talked about you. I'm not over you. And probably won't be, because you're everywhere. And sorry, but that was a bitchy move to leave me like that." I say and immediately walk away. I can't be with him anymore. I can't be here for any longer. I'm gonna go away. To try to get over him for real.

"Kay, wait!" he shouts. I stop and turn to face him. Tears form in my eyes.

"What?" I ask not even hiding that I'm angry and lost. He takes one step closer to me, but then frowns.

"Uhm... I'm... No... Nothing..." he mumbles and just goes back in the house. So I turn around and go away. Go home. By now I think I've ripped open the wound more than the glass has. I get in the house and immediately rush to the bathroom. Wash my foot. Okay, it's fine. I clean the wound and bandage it. I quietly sob. I slowly go to my bedroom. I don't know what hurts more, Zayn bailing on me or feet which I've ripped open with glass. Guess Zayn since my foot will heal, but he will stay. I don't think I can though.