Cold Comfort »Z.M.« ✔️

18."Get lost, puppy."

*Zayn's POV*

   I wake up cuddling someone. Damn, I should stop using those damn drugs or once I'll wake up next to Kayla. Thank god- oh shit. I open my eyes and look at the girl who calmly sleeps in my embrace. Shit. Kayla. I let her go and step out of the bed. Ugh. Where's my jacket? Where is it? Try to remember you dummy! Where did you put it? I look all around the room. Fuck, it's Kayla's room. I find my jacket on her chair. I take it. Wear it. I unlock the doors and slowly get out of the room. Why did she let me be with her when I make it obvious that I don't care about her that much anymore? Well, I do, but my work doesn't allow it... I tiptoe over to Liam's room. Great, he's not asleep. He's playing his pc.

"Hello there, high-ass-piggy." he chuckles making me grimace at him. That little fuck, he's probably the reason why I woke up next to her.

"Man, don't tell me you let her sleep with me!" I whisper. He looks at me.

"You were begging her for that. Wasn't my fault at all." he answers. My eyes widen. I did?

"Fuck. Off." I whisper rubbing my eyes. He chuckles again. I look at him with a serious look. What the hell is he laughing about?

"I don't know if you did, but she said you just went to her bed and fell asleep. You kind of forced her to take drugs as well." he answers looking back at his PC. My eyes widen again.

"I did what?" I shockingly ask. Okay, that was a bitch move, I have to apologise.

"But you kissed her and took the pill from her tongue with your own tongue. Isn't that hot?" he teases me. No... Shit! Why? Just WHY?

"I swear, she'll be the death of me." I groan quietly.

"Just go to sleep. Soon will have to go to school." he says as he closes the computer. I frown.

"What time is it?" I shockingly ask. He turns on the night lamp and points at the clock. I look at it. THREE FUCKING AM? DID I MISS THE MEETING?

"We didn't go to the meeting?" I'm shocked, because I NEVER leave out any of them.

"You didn't. But it's okay, I told them you were high as fuck and couldn't come. They said it was normal for you." he laughs. I roll my eyes.

"I usually go to the meeting even high. And now look at me. I'm sleeping with her while I should do more serious things." I almost scoff at myself. He looks at me with a smile.

"Go to her. Undress her. Take off your clothes. And get under the covers. Sleep. I'll wake you two up in the morning." he tells me. I shake my head.

"She'll kill me if I'll undress her!" I protest. Not because she would be angry, but I just don't want us to be together half naked. I'd get hard like really fast.

"Okay. I'll do it for you then." he says as he stands up. No...

"No, you're not doing that! She'll still think that I did it!" I try to stop him, but he just goes out of the room and into her room. Shit. I follow him. She's already up.

"Great, see? Now she'll know you didn't do it." Liam tells me while pointing at her. She's already undressed.

"Can you sleep with her and not me?" I whisper. He looks at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Kayla, you want to sleep with me or him?" Liam asks her. I am partly relieved, because she'd choose him. I think. She looks at him with a sleepy face.

"I don't give a shit. Whoever will sleep with me is okay." she answers. Oh shit.

"Uh, Li-"

"Great, I'll sleep in my room, in my bed. Zayn, you have no other options. I won't sleep with you." Liam breaks it for me and gets out of the room.

"It's okay Zee, you won't have to touch me if you won't spoon me like you did before." she mumbles as she goes to sleep. She covers herself with bed sheets and turns on her side. I slowly undress and go to the bed. Lie under the sheets. I look at her peaceful face. She looks so innocent. No, I have to do this. I pull her into my embrace. She opens her beautiful eyes to look at me.

"I can't resist you. You're making me weak." I whisper. She smiles closing her eyes.

"I want to be yours. Just that it feels like you got bored of me." she quietly whispers back. I kiss her forehead.

"I just want to protect you. I'm not bored of you. You know? I can't be without you any longer so please, forgive me. And about yesterday... I didn't mean it. You're really important for me and I was so damn happy when you said you would've forgiven me." I whisper. She smiles about it.

"Let's go to sleep and talk tomorrow." she whispers and gets more comfortable. Maybe I should keep her and don't let go? Just that it's dangerous for her to meet those damn thugs on the street... Nevermind, I'll just go to sleep and think about it tomorrow.

   I fall asleep pretty fast, but it seems like I am about to have a heart attack when Liam comes into the room yelling my and Kayla's names telling us to wake up. Probably because no one besides us are home. I get out of the bed and go to the bathroom.

"I bet you liked being close to her." Liam quietly teases me as he leans against the wall besides the doors. I glare at him.

"You know that I try to protect her from being with me and that I can't resist her when she's close yet you still push me closer to her." I say washing my face.

"Yea, wash your face so she doesn't see your morning ugliness." he boringly says what makes me look at him with a serious look. Kayla stands right beside him.

"He isn't ugly in the morning. Even hotter." she whispers to him what makes him jump a bit. I smirk and dry my face with a towel.

"Get rekt, you little bitch. She thinks I'm hot." I say as I go past him. He scoffs.

"I bet she just doesn't want to hurt your feelings." he answers. I chuckle. She wouldn't.

"At least I get to kiss her." I fire back.

"So do-" he begins, "No, nothing." he fastly finishes his sentence. I pop my head back in the bathroom.

"Have you kissed her?" I quietly ask him. He looks at me and smirks.

"Get lost, puppy." he answers. I scoff going to Kayla's room where my clothes are. I dress up. Wait.. Did they really kiss?