"Can we just do that tomorrow? I dont want to go. I havent had enough sleep last night" lisa told his brother for the hundred time now, who is on the other line
~FLASHBACK~
It was already 2am. She just finished watching a movie, which focuses on two people finding love in each others arm but sadly cant be together.
"Fuck. Why do I keep watching this stupid movies" lisa was sobbing and reached her phone
She then remembers a line of one of the characters.
"I told you already. I dont love you anymore. I had made my decision and i choose to be with him"
"Fuck" lisa mumbles and looked to the note app on her phone
"I know she wrote it down here" lisa thought to herself. She remember how that line was similar to what her ex girlfriend told her. They were silently arguing that time because they were at the living room watching a movie with her ex's family they didnt want them to be suspicious of their actions and since lisa was insisting that they should already talked about as it was bothering her mind, so she hand in her phone, open the note app and write all her question while her ex type in her reply.
"That was the dumbiest thing I ever did. Now I can read it all over and over again" lisa thought to herself and as she scrolls down. She then saw it and read all of the conversation which makes her cry more
"Fuck! Why am I hurting myself"
She cried. Harder. She was in total pain. It went back again. The pain felt like it just happened yesterday.
"Bullshit!"
She hurt herself more. She looked at all their photos together. "We were happy" . She played a video which her ex took, she was sleeping and her ex tries to wake her up with kisses. "Why didnt you choose me?". She knows that she wont stop. She looked for more.
"Where did I put that" lisa mumbles
She was now looking for the letters she wrote for ex. She always gave her ex letters, poem and even made pop up messages and scrap books for her. She knows it will hurt her more but shes just stubborn. She wasnt able to gave them all because she was planning to gave it on the 2nd anniversary but sadly they didnt make it but her ex knew about the letters.
Lisa read all the letters again and cried harder. "I did everything for you. You know how much I love you". She said while looking at the letters.
"I was beyond ready. I know i am. Im willing to risk it all for you. We had been together for a year and a half but they were the miraculous, painful, and challenging and beautiful year of my life. It didnt take long for me to realize that I really had found the one, that there was no one else I would rather be than with you. Only you. We were inseparable. Its funny how you want me to be on a tuxedo but you know a beautiful white gown would suit me better. You told me it would be immaculate. Our outdoor venue was reserved, the guest list was finished and my bridesmaids dresses would be flawless and everytime I looked at you I felt completely at ease. And thats when I knew I needed you in my life. Our perfect day was planned with such clarity yet. Yet it never came."
She then looked at the time
"Its fucking 4 am" sigh and she feel weak that had cause her to fall asleep
~END OF FLASHBACK~
"But unnie! You said that yesterday too! Please! I cant live another day without a phone" jungkook his brother demanded. He accidentally dropped his phone yesterday. His been asking her sister since then to buy him a new one
"Aish! Okay okay! Ill pick you up. Ill Be there in an hour" lisa lazily said and dropped the call.
She is staying at her apartment since her cruel step mother kicks him out of the house and her dad doesnt do anything, he didnt even protected and fight for her daughter instead he let her daughter live alone. She walked out crying, she didnt even bother to say a word, scared that she might disrespect her dad and step mom even if they dont deserve it now. She left remembering all the hurtful things they told about her "you are a disgrace to this family" "you are the reason why are we like this" "ill give you million won just leave!". They never really gave her money, lisa was a smart and friendly person she managed to survive with a little amount money she had and make more of it and her friends also help her overcome her struggles. She was an entrepreneur inside her as she get that from her mom. She handled it pretty well with a few won on her hand she knows she can do it pretty well. Living alone isnt a big thing for her way back when she was studying in college she had been always on her own.
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You think you know how will the story take place. Think again. Hahaha. Kidding. Anyway. The events really happened in real life. It would be a pleasure to have your time and let me tell you my story.
