LISA POV
As I looked away at my glance to the couple as kai taps jennies arm and pointed to our direction.
In my peripheral view, i know you looked at me, i guess.
"I wish I could look at those beautiful eyes of yours again"
"I crave the way you looked at me when I stumbled out of bed in the morning to get my first cup of coffee. And that gummy smile of yours fuck i miss you"
~FLASHBACK~
"Those eyes of yours, your perfect face that make my heart skipped a beat everytime i looked at how beautiful you are"
We are now at a fast food chain eating my favorite food after our tiring hospital duty. You always spoiled me with all my cravings even if it isnt healthy you still supported me.
"Why are you staring like that love?" jennie chuckles
"You are so beautiful" I softly said that made her smile and blush
"Oh, come on love. Your just hungry." Jennie jokingly said
"I could look at you forever. Im so lucky to have you my love. Thank you for making me happy" i smiled
"And my eyes will only be for you my love, I love you always" jennie smiled
"I can still remember how also that eyes of hers looked at me with a death stare because of jealousy"
We were drinking at jisoo's house to celebrate her birthday. Mostly of her friends now me because we hangout a lot when I was still not with jennie. So she doesnt understand the bond that we had.
"Lisa, Im going to bed already. Tell jennie to come, I noticed she's sleepy." jisoo said and I went to jennie who was at the comfort room
"Hi love" I smiled as jennie walks out the comfort room
"What is it love?" jennie said as she walks toward me and hugged me
"Unnie told me that your feeling sleepy, I think you should go to be now. Unnie is upstairs already, probably waiting for you" i said nervously
"Hmmm. And what about you love? Not sleepy yet? You have been drinking a lot, arent you drunk already?" Jennie looked at me
"Not yet. I want to drink more" i smiled
"You sure? Your be drinking with the boys? Youll be the only girl to be drinking with them. Its already 12 mn" jennie worriedly ask
"Yeah. Dont worry they are harmless, I know them. And if your worrying about me flirting with guys that wont happen okay? I love you and your the only person I would love to be flirting with" i smiled and kissed her lips
"Okay, just dont drink to much." Jennie softly said as she pulled from the kiss
"Good night my love, ill just be down here. I love you" i sweetly said and kissed her cheeks
"Good night love. I love you" jennie said and went upstairs
After an hour of drinking. V asked me to accompany him outside. He then asked me if it is okay if we drive around for awhile before we go back to the house. I just nodded and agree since im not that drunk and i know he would do something bad.
"So why are we stopping here?" I asked and when outside
"Look at this view" V replied
"Wow" i said in amazement it was just an overview of the neighbourhood but how the street lights pass through dark corners gave it a calm vibe
"Yeah" V said
After two hours of talking, laughing and hearing all his drama. He then told me one thing that i knew his been hiding.
"You know lis, I really admire you. Since we started hanging out back then, the camping beside the beach how your vibe, positivity influence the group. You were so happy, carefree, i like the way you smile, and your beauty, just how can this beautiful woman be single." he chuckles. I always knew he had a crush on me since unnie told me.
"I really like you lis. Can you gave me a chance to prove it to you and let me court you?" He asked and looked at me that shocked me because I didnt know what to say
"I dont know V. Im not ready to have a relationship" i said. I couldve told him that im already in a relationship but it was the first thing that comes to my mind
"Okay then I guess I have to wait" he smiled
"Is it okay if we go home now? Its already 3:30 am. Unnie might be looking for me?" I asked
"Oh, yeah sure. I almost forgot. Time really flies when your having fun. Im sorry." He chuckles
"Its okay me too" i smiled
"Thank you for the time. Lets go?" He said and we went inside his car
As soon as the headlights reach the front gate of the house. I saw someone waiting there. Since it was dark i could not clearly saw who it was. As we arrived at the area, i then knew who it was.
She was looking at me with her death stare. If the eyes could only kill im probably dead now and so is V. She was looking straight at V as he parked and went outside his car. I can sense that he was a bit scared.
"U-uhm, l-lisa. Im going in now. Thank you again. Good night" V nervously said looking away at jennie who was still looking at him.
"Okay, goodnight" i nervously smiled at him
"Love?" I nervously asked
"What the hell lisa? I just went to bed and you go out with that guy?" jennie furiously said looking straight to my eyes. I was in deep shit. Im so fucking scared of her. This was the first time I had ever been this scared. I mean every operations we had at the hospital, I get scared, tensed but more of it im just nervous. Now im feeling all at once. Fuck i hate this feeling. Im tensed, nervous and scared of her she might want to break up with me.
"I wa-." She cutted me off
"Im still talking! Dont you dare open your mouth and say a word unless i told you" she madly said still looking at me
"Is that why you didnt you go to bed with me because you wanted to be with that guy?" She said and crossed her arms
"Fuck! I asked the people inside earlier of where the two of you went."
"You know what they said? "They might be fucking already, dont worry your friend is in good hands" and they laughed. Those fucking bastards laughed at me"
"Did you know what would I feel about that? Did you even think about me? That I might get worried?"
"You didnt even ask for my permission"
"They didnt even care for you"
"What do you want them to think of you huh? That your a slut?"
"Did he touched you huh? Did you fuck him? Kiss him?" jennie said that shocked me
"Now talk! Dont you dare lie to me!"
"Love, im sorry if i didnt told you. We just went out to stroll around the neighbourhood. He just asked me to accompany him and we talked all about his dramas. Nothing happened my love okay? Please forgive me. I promise I wont do that again. He didnt touch me, fuck me or kiss me believe me, you can even ask him" i said while i hold her hands
"My body is only for you my love" i added
"We just talked thats all" i sincerly said. She know that im not lying because Im really not good at lying I burst into laughters when i try to hide something from her
"I trust you my love. Just please dont do it again. And for that you wont be sleeping with me. Sleep at the other room" she calmly said and walk inside
"What? Wait up love" i smiled and hugged her from the back as she pushed me away
"What are you doing? Just because i told you that doesnt mean i had forgiven you. Good night" she said and leaves
"Okay love. Good night" i smiled knowing she had forgiven me even if she said that i know its the opposite. I dont know if I would be scared or find it cute how jealous she was.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
"I miss how those cat eyes of yours looking at me. Only for me"
~FLASHBACK~
"Love?" jennie softly said while caressing my face
"Yeah?" I said while scrolling my phone
"You are effortlessly beautiful you know that? Even without make up, your beauty stand out. And I really admire you for that, since the beginning" jennie let out her gummy smile that make my heart flutter
"Awe, my love. Thats so sweet. Im really insecure about that love. Im so lazy putting on make up that sometimes when I go to school i dont have one on" i smiled and looked at her
"You are more beautiful love" I added
"Dont be, you are the most beautiful person in school, you are true, pure and the most kindest person ive ever meet in my entire life. I am so lucky that I have you." Jennie smiled
"Thank you love" i said and pinch her cheeks
"I can just look at you everyday and never get bored of it" jennie smile
"Oh, come on love" i laughed
"Im serious love" she said and hugged me
"What happened to those eyes that was supposed to looked at me lovingly only to me"
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