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Friday, June 21, 2019

8:59 am

I have been awake for a while now, just laying in my bed, staring at the ceiling. 

Contemplating. 

Do I go on this weird friend date with Damien or do I text him and say that I am sick to get out of it? 

Don't get me wrong, I like Damien, he is a nice guy and a good friend. I think that this day will be fun but I also think that this day will be insanely awkward. Neither of us are normal or social enough for this day to go well. To be completely honest with myself: I don't want to go. Damien just looked so happy when I agreed, even though he didn't really give me a chance to say anything else. 

I don't want to let him down. I can't let him down. I feel like he is the only real friend that I have at the moment and I don't want to change that. 

9:37 am

I throw the covers off my body and slide out of bed. I made my way to the bathroom. I brushed my hair, stripped, and got in the shower. I quickly washed my hair, used my face scrub, and washed the rest of my body in the warm water. 

When I got out of the shower, I brushed my teeth and blow-dried my hair. I walked into the kitchen to get started on some breakfast.

10:00 am

I cracked 2 eggs into a bowl and whisked them together and put some toast in the toaster. I placed them in a hot pan and scrambled them in the pan. When they were done, I grabbed a plate and put the eggs and toast on it. Very Sims of me.

I went to the table and started to eat my breakfast. Halfway into my meal, I got a text:

"Good Morning! I will come and get you at 12."

It was from Damien. I texted back:

"Sounds Good. What are we doing?"

A few minutes went by before Damien replied:

"It is a surprise."

"This sounds a lot like a date..."

I sent back with a smile on my face. 

Damien did not reply. He probably got distracted and had to do something at home. 

On a real note, this sounds like a date. Did I want it to be a date? Anyway, the reason that this sounds like a date is a fact that he isn't telling me what we are doing and that he wouldn't let me plan any part of it. That really only happens in the movies and fan fiction. 

I'm nervous. What if this goes really horribly? What if Damien never wants to talk to me after this because I was so awkward and he finds out that he hates me? That would be one more to add to the list. On the other side of things, what if this goes really well? What if we get closer to one another and we become "real friends?" Wait. 

Does Damien think this is a date? 

No, he can't. He even said when he asked me to go that it was a friendly gesture...  but he didn't reply to my message implying that this was a date...

Like I said earlier, he probably just got swept into something else and didn't have time to reply. 

11:08 am

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