Since this is a long distance relationship I don't get to see Derek in person and he doesn't get to see me in person. This brings temptation. We don't get to be in each others presence and one can only go so long without the affection of another person. It's really hard being in a long distance relationship because you can't see what the other person is doing. You can't see how they act around other guys/girls. You can't see if they're "fooling around" with other people. That's why long distance relationships build so much trust.
Of course I'm scared about him doing shit with other girls. I'm sure he's scared about me doing shit with other guys. But I trust him. A lot. I don't think he would do that to me. I at least hope. I would never intentionally hurt Derek. It happens. I hurt him, he hurts me. No relationship is perfect. I'm grateful our relationship isn't "perfect". Imperfection is perfect.
I know these keep getting shorter and shorter but it's because I don't know what to say. Thanks for the 42 reads. I know it's like. Nothing. But it's a start.
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My LDR (long distance relationship)
Любовные романыThis story is about my long distance relationship. Everyone says there's no point to a long distance relationship. That you can't kiss them, or hug them, or hold their hand. But, really. If you love them, there's obviously a point. It just makes tha...
