My Omega Baby Daddy

Ch.13

I have never felt this awful in a long time. It twist the insides of my stomach bad. I couldn't eat well. Work properly. I don't have the strength to even go to the bathroom!

The things I said to Chris. It hurts so much. What hurts even more is how I remember everything I did and say to him that night.

"Ugh~ why did I kiss him~" I covered my face even knowing my hands are covered in dirt.(...sad thing is....it's not dirt but I'm going to imagine it is.) "This is it. I hit rock bottom."

"Austin!" I lifted my head and saw my boss with his face red with anger. "You still not done!" I looked around and realized I haven't finished cleaning the stables. "That shit isn't going to move itself! Get back to work or go home!"

"Yes, sir." I said miserably. I grabbed my rake and started to clean the stables.....but with misery in my heart.

I don't know how long I've been working. It looks as though it was getting dark. By now, I would've been done. Walk around the village, eat at the usual place, ride Standly a bit, then sleep at the end of the day. But....

I messed it up. I messed it all up. How can I apologise to Chris now? How will I face him? I was so ecstatic when he reappeared into my life. But life just has to ruin it for me. Chris is pregnant. I knew someone new was coming to live in the village but I didn't know it was him....

A Month Ago

"Someone new is coming?" I asked Ms. Flora.

"Yes. My father told me about him. Poor man. He was kicked out by his father for reasons I don't know about. It's a mystery. Then his lover that he was living with before also kicked him out after knowing that he was pregnant. He claims it wasn't his so they both had an argument. He had no where to go. So my father, kind as always, offer him to live in his grandparent's old house." Julie finished then sighed. "My father never changed. Always helping people."

"That must've hard for him. To go through all that." I said. "But is it alright for the doctor to give away his grandparent's home?" I asked her.

Ms. Flora thought about it then smiled. "Austin. I could faintly remember my great grandparents however I do remember their kind smile. How they always smile when my father brought me to visit them in the hot summer. And how we all open presents in the cold winter. They always smile. Even welcoming new faces. So I believe it is alright. They have long passed since and father has taken good care of the house. He always has good memories growing up in that old house. He will always keep them safe. But now it's time to give the home to another in need. To start new memories. After all, a beautiful home is where good memories live on and never forgotten."

I smiled back. "I hope soon I'll have that too."

She gave me a light hug. "You will. But for now, let's help him and do what we can. Father told me he's hurting in the inside. So let's make him feel at home."

Now

If only I knew that Chris was the one coming to live in this village. I would've prepare myself for the big shock. Now I made it complicated and made him feel like crap. If only I knew, then things would've been different...I swear, who ever made him pregnant and left him broken, I'm going to beat them and make sure they choke on their teeth.

I hear a crack and notice that I broke the rake. Crap! I tried to put it back together but it failed me.

"Austin," My boss called out. I quickly threw the broken rake over the bushes and turn to my boss.