Im driving them to their house and the drive was so quiet, chris wasnt making jokes, erick wasn't making fun of chris, zabdiel wasnt singing...and richard wasnt talking. And well joel was in the front seat with me.
I was thinking so much that my emotions got to me, and i started crying non-stop.
I look thru my mirror that zabdiel was looking at me.
I tried not to make any crying noises so they wouldn't know, but zabdiel knows beacuse he saw me thru the rear view mirror.
Joel looks at me and i can see him with a worried face... He takes his hands and wipes my tears while im driving.
I had mascara on so my cheeks were black, but i see that he takes his bandana off so he could clean my face.
Not gonna lie, it smells so good lol but wow joel is such a good friend.
With the side of my eye i see joel look back, i look in my mirror to see what he's doing.
Then i hear richard speak, "melody..i really missed you" then joel sat back in place and looked foward.
He was probably giving him hand signs to say something because i was crying.
I take a deep breath and try to stop crying so he couldn't hear it in my voice "its ok if you didnt, no need to lie"
I saw the guilt in zabdiels eyes. He says "no melody, si te extrañamos"
I stay quiet until we got to their house. I wiped my tears and drank some of my water.
"Bye guys see you later" everyone got out and took their luggage and went inside. When im about to leave, i see richard come back outside.
He knocks on my window. I lower it and he says "can i go with you somewhere? I want to talk to you"
I nodded my head and he got in. I went to a close by quiet park and stationed my car.
"Ok what is it?" I say with an uneasy voice....
"Melody please look at me" he grabbed my chin and carefully moved it upwards until i was looking into his eyes..slight tears came out of my eyes 😥
He was looking into my eyes the whole time and says "melody...dont cry, i want to tell you something..please? You make me sad when i see your beautiful face covered in tears"
I turned red a little and before he said anything i say with a voice full of cracks "but why am i not your type richard" 😥
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He seemed hesitant and looked down then hugged me, "Melody, that was a mistake...i didn't mean it"
"But why did you say it?" I couldn't keep my tears in anymore and i let them out.
"Melody please look at me"
"Rich..i cant it's too much right now"
He lifted my chin up and wiped my tears and held my face there with the palms of his hands.
