My Girl

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"B-but..i love you.." I say with a big struggle to form words while crying. He says "i know, and i love you too..but look at yourself. Im making you suffer bebe."

Next thing we know, erick was knocking on the car window. I wipe my tears and blow my nose. Erick says "que paso?? Melody estas bien?"

While i heard his question i started to cry more. Richard's face was so worried, you could see it in his eyes. Rich says "erick porfavor llevatela por ahora. Entro ya mismo"

I got out of the car and joel was in the house. Erick had his arm wrapped around me and when we got in he hugged me tight.

"Woah woah?, que paso??" Asked joel when he saw me bursting with tears. Erick says "no se" joel then came and hugged me too.

I love them so much, they are so caring and sweet when i really need them. I kept taking breathes in while crying and making ugly cry noises.

We were in a group hug and erick patted my back. "Mi amor esta todo bien tranquilizate. Bendito melody, tienes fiebre" then erick got me an ice pack and told me to sit down.

Joel went and got me a damp paper towel and wiped my tears. "Melly its all gonna be alright. Once your all better can you tell us what happend?"

I nodd my head yes but i was getting a really bad headache by now. While joel wiped my tears and cleaned my face, erick had a nice cold ice pack on my head. I and so grateful to have them ❤

10 minutes later:
"Gracias chicos, muy amable de sus partes" i say.

So i was all cleaned up now, thankfully im out of tears. And erick asks me "crees que nos podrias decir lo que Paso?"

I stand up and pace around while talking. "Well..i had an argument with richard. I then walked away and decided to walk home. It was barely dark. But it went getting darker and well richard picked me up and told me to get in the car"

Erick says "aja y porque lloras?" I kept explaining. "Pues..a-after" i was on the verge of crying again. "Sorry um let me calm down. Whewww ok so, after me and rich got here...things got emotional and he s-said..he wanted to break up..!" I started to tear up once again.

Erick and joel interchanged looks and then hugged me "hay padre Santo. Porque? Tu eres una mujer tan Chula y linda, eres amable y cariñosa." Said erick trying to cheer me up.

I smile and wipe my tear. But then joel said "why tho? That makes no sense. Just a couple hours ago you guys were-" i cut him off so he wouldn't expose anything.

I say "he said..its because he makes me suffer. But thats not true! I love him. I just want him by my side.." One tear came out my eye.

Joel put a confused face on and says "im sorry melody, but to me that bullshi-" erick cut him off and says "no te preocupes melodia. Nosotros hablaremos con el. Vente que te voy a llevar a tu casa"

I got my luggage and left with erick to his car. While walking by richards car i see him with his face on his steering wheel. I look down and followed erick to his car.

When we were leaving i see rich look at me but i just look the other way. Im really hurt right now and it hurts more to see his face. I..dont even know if we broke up or not.

I was texting rosie everything that went on, while still on the drive.
She was freaking out and was mad all at the same time.

Finally we got to my close by apartment. Erick grabs my hand before i left and says "hermosa, si necesitas algo o alguien. Me puedes llamar ok? En confianza" i smile and hug him. I got my luggage and went upstairs.

I see rosie there with teddy and i smile, im so glad she's here. I need her more than ever. "Mi amorrrrr ven aqui. Que pasaaa beba" said ro.

I sit down and she hugs me and says "its gonna be alright melly. Everything happens for a reason. Richard is losing a treasure right now. You are the woman that every man deserves, but cant have. You'll see, he is probably just going thru something"

I decided to change into my pajamas. Im definitely depressed. All i want is to die in bed 😥😥 are we even broken up?!?

Im in bed crying my head off while my face is digged in my pillow. I screech and yell "WHY MEEEEE!!" Then rosie came in my room and said "bebe its gonna be ok. Calm down mi amor. You dont need him ok?"

I just kept on screetching and moaning in pain. Rosie says "do you want me to stay the night?" I look at her and she jumps a little and says "sheesh!" She gives me a mirror and i looked so ugly.

I had mascara down my cheeks with red eyes and my hair was messy. I had a headache because of so much crying. Im a very sensitive person. But...*sigh* idk.

Ro said "what do you want to eat? Ill go buy u some food" i flip over my body and say "really!? Yess can you get me taco bell?"

She laughed and said "yea. Ill be back soon byee" i trust ro, she knows my order lol. So i got up and went to use the restroom.

After, i let teddy in my room. He slept on my bed. I turned the lights off and close the door. I went to my kitchen and washed my face. After i was done there was still a bit of mascara on my face. I put my hair in a messy bun.

I had these pajamas on:

So i ate some leftover ice cream i had in my freezer, it always makes me feel better. I hear the knock at my door and went to open for rosie.

Finally ill get my food. I open up and 😳

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Who do you guys think it is?? 😳😯😱
Love-Lïndå J.