My Girl

💔 ~42~ 😣

Its been like 4 hours, we are done with class and everyone did excellent. I called up toby and told him to meet me at my apartment.

Rich heard my convo and asked me "why is toby going to your place, babe?"

I respond saying "its something important i have to talk to him about" i knew he would probably get jealous, so i decided to change the subject to something that was annoying me.

"So babe, who's selena?" I look at him serious. He clearly was nervous to answer. He froze and thought of an answer.

I dont know who she is, but he liked a picture of hers on Instagram. It wasnt very decent if i say so myself. He says "shes a friend of mine" i raised a brow and i say "mnhh k"

I then hugged the boys so i could leave. I left kinda sour..who is this selena?? Ugh.

Richard comes after me trying to keep up, "babe are you mad? What's wrong?" I stop and say "nothing, just ask selena"

I try walking away but he grabs my shoulder causing me to face him. "Really? Melly why are you jealous"

"Um why are you jealous!!?!?" He looks at me then says "because i am. But you never seemed the jealous type"

I glare at him and say "i need to go. I'll see u later"

I left him there and walked away. I was driving to my apartment, almost there. When toby calls saying he was there in the parking lot.

5 minutes later i was there, i parked next to him and got out. "Hey toby!" I hug him.

"Hey, you look beautiful" i smile and say "if you want, we can go for a walk, i just really need to talk to you"

We went on the sidewalk, it leads to a park. While walking i started to say "um toby, its been very long since we've seen each other. Our lives has gone different ways and there has been changes i bet heh.."

He continues by saying "well melly,..yes indeed. Remember how i would kinda bully you as kids?"

I laugh nervously and say "well um yea, it wasnt much tho. I wanted to talk to you about relationships.."

We got to the park, and sat under a tree. "I did too melly." Shit i knew what he was referencing. "So toby, i have to confess that-" he cuts me off.

"Melody..for about a year now...i have been-" i cut him off because i didnt want him to say it. "Toby, rosie told me you have feelings for me. The thing is-"

He cuts me off but not with words...i feel his lips against mine, softly moving in for more, he grabs my cheeks and caressed them.

"Toby!" I let go. "Toby im sorry, please listen. I can't do this i-"

"Melly i am in love with you." Ughhhhhhhhh.

I wipe my lips with my shoulder and say "toby i know you are, rosie told me. I love you alot too, as a friend. Toby i liked you back then but it just isnt there anymore-"

He cuts me off, but he grabs my hands softly and looks into my eyes...ugh he has beautiful eyes. "But melody! It can be!" He said with alot of enthusiasm.

I take a deep breath and say it..."no it cant! I have a boyfriend, toby. Im dating someone!! Im sorry. But you didnt listen to rosie so i had to say it to you. Why have you always been stubborn? Im sorry. I did have feelings for you before but not anymore"

I see chris come walking the trail from behind the tree me and toby were sitting at. Chris gasped as he looked down at us.

I look down and my hands were in tobys..."Chris this isnt what it looks like" i take my hands off his.

"Peroooo estan de novios?...que Paso con Richard?" Shit i forgot that none of them know me and rich are dating

"No, no somos novios." I got up and wiped the dirt off my butt, "toby i need to go. Im sorry"

"Ok melly..its whatever" its hard seeing him heartbroken 😞 but i decided to walk with chris to my place. He asked if toby hurt me, i said he didn't, but i hurt him...emotionally.

He hugged me and say "its gonna be ok hermosa" i decided to talk to him about rosie since she likes him so much.

I invited in to my apartment, "you can sit down. Mira, como te va todo con rosie? Ella dice que te extraña jaja"

His eyes lit up like a child on Christmas and he says "de verdad?" I laugh and say "si, ella siempre esta diciendo lo mucho que quiere ser tu novia- and i oop- i said too much"

He laughs then said "ohhhh aja...de verdad....gracias por decirme" oh no what did i do 😂