Do you believe?

bothered by something

"...... "

So how do they do this? I meant visiting someone. What should I say?

'Hi. Teach asked me to give you this.. '

Maybe I'm a little bit forward.. what if...

'Hi, how do you do? '

Well obviously she's sick...

Uhh. What am I supposed to do? And besides, why do they have to make such a ruckus about this?

My mom and my brother..

*recalls last night while they were having dinner*

" Delli, I've ordered some goods so better not lock yourself in your room so you can hear them ring the door bell.

"Umm, mom about that .. "

" Yes? "

" I'll be out tomorrow,"

" oh, school stuffs? Okay.. then you'll be out in the afternoon, right "

" no, not really.. "

" going at Jett's place? That can wait.."

" nope.. "

" eh? "

" I'm going to visit someone.. "

The two of them suddenly stopped eating then looked at me with a startled faces..

What the hell...

" hey mom, Am I going to bake a cake for her tomorrow?"

My brother looked at my Mom with a serious face. He's studying at culinary school by the way. I don't really want to admit this but, the cake he bakes are ridiculously delicious. I can't argue with that.

" please do so. And buy some party poppers too on your way home.. "

They looked so pumped up that I didn't understand the other stuffs they're saying..

"Hey, cut it off. I'm visiting a sick friend.. "

I want to stop them making such a big fuss about it but not in this way. The atmosphere suddenly changed.. a while ago they were planning to celebrate but now, my mother grabbed the tissue and started to wipe her fake tears off while my brother looked... really ... really disgusting.

" She's back Glen... your sister Delli is BACK! "

My mother exclaimed then started to hug me.. that's really weird...

" she's not cold anymore.. and now she started to care about a Friend! "

My brother added.

I just ignored the other stuffs they were saying. I don't know why but I feel so worn out that day..

*reality*

And there we go. As I went out, my mother insist me to bring this soup..

Okay..

I've been standing up in front of her door for 30 minutes..

Why da hell can't I buzz this freaking door bell?

Okay, I gathered up all my courage. 

So first thing I have to say is,

' I heard you were sick and since I have some errands at your neighborhood I decided to take a look and drop by to say Hi.'

Im so stupid. Enough with that, i just have to act normal.

Here we go..

I buzzed her doorbell...

After 5 minutes,

no one's coming out...

That's weird..

Maybe she's still asleep...

As I were about to buzz her doorbell for the second time, the doorknob suddenly moved..

The door opened and I saw Jay rushing out, she didn't get the chance to slow down so she bumped towards me.

This might be weird...

It is really weird. ..

I meant, why is she wearing..

" Umm? "

" ah! Sorry!sorry.. I'm still a bit dizzy... running all around.. "

Ru- what? Running?

" Eh? "

" well, "

" why are you dressed like that? Are you going somewhere? "

I asked. Hell yeah, she's wearing a dress. Seriously, she looked like she's about to go out on a date..

" no... "

She answered.

" that's your pajama? "

"Eh... "

I guess no... but why...

Oooookay.  

Now I get it. 

" i-it's not what you think! I didn't changed up.. I ... "

The reason why she answered the door this late was because...

" well, go in.. change your clothes.. "

" eh, but.. "

" faster, I don't want any people see me here.. "

I pushed her inside then closed the door...

As I entered at her place...

Can you even call this a home?

"Sorry, It's a bit messy.. "

"A bit you say? "

She was flustered.. I guess she's a pampered kid after all..

" go on and change.. "

" but .. "

" what? "

" I don't really look good at my pajamas.. "

Now I just want to hit her head.

" are you really sick? I'll be going if you're not. "

" i am.. I was? Actually, I'm still a bit dizzy a while ago and feeling heavy.. "

" then why are you standing there? "

" i just can't help it... knowing that you are here... it really made me feel so uneasy.... "

Now now,

"Well the- "

" and happy. "

She added.

I looked at her and she was looking down and sorry..

What the hell is with her.

" okay okay... go to your room and change.. then lie down and wait for me. "

She looked up at me with that bright face again and nodded.

That whole moment while I was preparing the soup, there's only one thing that was playing in my mind....

And I can't stop thinking about it...