Kingsley (Aka The Phoenix Foundation's New Member)

✿Chapter Twenty-Two✿

I'm alive!!!!!!! And I will be dropping 5 chapters because they were honestly just filler chapters and there was no real reason for me to have them so only 3 more chapters left

A week later~

"Mac I'm going back to work." I say as I grab my gun from the night stand.

"Addie your not, you have a low iron count, which means if you get hurt we might not be able to stop the bleeding, and you-"

"Newsflash I can die any day, you do remember what we do right." I say as I put on my foot and side holster, I slide both loaded guns into them before standing up and looking at Mac.

"That's not all what I'm worried about." He says looking at me, "I'm worried about you mentally, you always wanted kids."

"Things change." I shrug trying to push the memory out of my mind.

***FLASHBACK/ TRIGGER WARNING***

I hear a steady beeping causing my to groan and reach over to grab my phone. I feel something in my arm causing my eyes to shoot open. I look down at my arm and see an IV needle in my arm. I glance around the room and see Mac having a very intense conversation with some doctor. I throw my head back slightly as event from l- well whenever I was last awake flood through my head. I lift my head back up as I hear the door creak open.

"You're awake." The doctor says with a small smile on his face.

"What happened?" I ask reaching my hand out wanting Mac.

Mac takes the hint and I feel his slightly calloused hand grab mine.

"Well it was a mix of dehydration, stress, and the fact that your hemoglobin level is 12.4." The doctor explains looking at the board in his hand, " you were asleep for a little over 8 hours."

I nod slightly as Mac runs his thumb over my knuckles.

"We'll be keeping for observation for two day, I have already wrote you a prescription for iron pills that you will need to take daily, and you need to have one final thing we need to talk about." The doctor gets this look that tells me it wasn't good, "we did an ultrasound on your uterus, we don't believe it would be possible for you to conceive.

"I've been pregnant twice." I say bluntly, I clearly could conceive.

"Which has done damage to your uterus. If you were able to conceive it more than likely it will either end up in a miscarriage or a still birth, for the baby, for you the results would be worse. Another miscarriage would take a toll on you and your body, but there's also the possibility if your body was able to support the baby, when you give birth, you will most likely hemorrhage and die." He says softly but bluntly.

I don't reply as I glance down at mine and Mac's conjoined hands. I feel Mac run his finger under my eyes before kissing my forehead.

"We'll figure it out." I nod slightly but don't say anything.

***FLASHBACK OVER***

"Baby I can not do what I need to do if I'm worried your gonna get hurt." Mac approaches me before grabbing my hand in his own.

"Mac it's my job to protect you and I can't do that when your thousands of miles away." I pull my hand away before sliding on a flannel, "Now let's get to work."

Soon I'm making my way to the war room with Riley and Jack beside me while a grumpy Mac and Bozer was behind us. I open the door to the war room and everyone starts to walk in. I grab Mac's arm and pull me towards him while I close the door.

"Angus, when Matty started working here I promised her we wouldn't let personal mix with professional." I say causing him to sigh.

"I'm just to let you walk into that room and sign up to possibly get shot and die." Mac says as he pushes his hair out of his face.