*Ben's POV*
I can't stand it. During that kiss on stage he made me feel alive. Made me feel wanted. For a moment I tricked myself into thinking he loved me back. Of course he doesn't. He's not a fucking man loving faggot like you Ben fucking Bruce.
Why? Why couldn't I be normal? Why the fuck did I have to fall in love wih my best friend. His perfect lips. His warm embrace. His nicknames for me.
Who am I trying to persuade? He hates me. I would be better off dead.
... I would be better off dead.
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Enough love in your heart to burst like a fucking supernova (Brusnop)
FanficThis is a Brusnop story.