Softer//Billie Eilish

B

A few weeks later 

Billie's POV

I woke to remember that today is the day we finally move into are new house. I have been planning this for over a year. Everything was perfect. I don't have any shows planned for the future and my management has allowed me a year off. I will still do a few shows like festivals and appearances but they all agreed that I need some time to get my life together before I leave again. We arranged this a while ago but I didn't tell Lexie. I still haven't. But this year I have a lot planned this is only the first step. I'm gone so much so we don't really have time to have an ordinary life. Lexie comes on tour when she can but she still has I life outside me. We both made a point to have stuff separate from each other. We don't think about it but some thing could happen to anyone of us and we can't be co-dependent. People don't really see us together a lot as when we get time together we prefer to be alone. So this year I want to be able to show the world how amazing she is and how much I love her. My fans often ask when are we getting married. Every time Lexie looks at me and says anything you'd like to ask befor replying with 'ask Billie'. They did. A lot. Everyone wants us to get married now. That's one of the reasons I want to keep are relationship private. I know if we were more open about it I would be under so much more pressure. It's not that people would be mean. It's more that I'm not that old and already people except us to be married with several kids. It's not like I don't want that. I do. Lexie obviously wants that but I didn't think I was ready. But this year we will. This year I will be the perfect girlfriend. With no distractions. Just us and what ever happens. 

"Good morning babe." Lexie said opening her eyes. I lightly kissed her cheek and started rubbing her back. "We leave today." I Said excitedly. We were sleeping on a blowup mattress on the floor of my room. Boxes were everywhere. I can't wait to get out of this mess. The moving van came yesterday and took all are furniture so today we just have to bring the boxes and stuff and our selfs. We hurriedly got dressed and started to bring boxes down the stairs. Soon the car was fully loaded and we were ready to leave. We said goodbye to Finneas and set off to are new house.

About 20 minutes later we arrived. Lexie hadn't really seen it yet so we decided to look around before bringing are stuff in. We set up are things we need for the night and started to get ready for bed. "It's like we're camping." Lexie said putting on the fire place. (Idk if that's right it you know what I mean.) We had the blowup mattress on the floor of what should be the living room. We don't have a lot of furniture and any we did have had to be reassembled so we will be living like this until someone does that. It will probably be me. But I don't really mind. Anything for Lexie. I'd die to make her happy.

"Let's take a picture so everyone can know how superior are new house is" I Said snuggling up against her. We took the picture and I posted it to instagram with the caption 'we are finally in are new house. Only time your see it with out Gucci walls and and blohsh furnishings'. Everyone's reactions were overwhelmingly positive. Soon Lexie commented 'Billie if you do that I will take the kids and leave'. I smiled over at her and looked looking at me in a way that says I'm not joking. "What? Don't you like my  interior design ideas? You obviously have not taste" I Said sarcastically. "Well then I guess I shall have to pack the kids bags." She Said mockingly serious getting up. "No, don't leave me! We don't even have any kids!" I yelled after her cashing us both to burst out in laughter. She rejoined me and we looked through some of the replies. Soon it was evident that people weren't sure if she was joking or not. I confirmed that we definitely have no children I was aware of and spent the rest of the evening in a constant fit of giggles.