Softer//Billie Eilish

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Billie's POV

"2:45am." I sighed looking at the time. I looked over at my beautiful babies fast asleep. They are so cute when they're sleeping. Suddenly I noticed something was wrong. Where is Lexie? It doesn't seem like she's been to bed at all. I'm sure she's just fallen asleep on the couch. I'll go and get her. I got up and walked into the living room. She's not here. "Lexie where are you." I Said quietly not wanting to wake the twins. No response. I was staring to get worried when I found a letter with my name on it. It read:

Dear Billie,

I'm so sorry to have to do this to you but I can't stay any longer. Ioved you I really did. And still do... but I'm not saying in the house we were supposed to raise are family in feeling like this. Your hole life has been taken over by those babies. You don't make music. You haven't told your fans anything. And you are not my wife anymore. We have all lost you so now you have lost us. I have decided to go on this book tour alone and after we can decide what we want to do about getting a divorce and that kind of stuff. I wish the best for you and the babies but I can't be a part of your life's anymore. It's unfair to us all.

Love from Lexie 

The more I read the more my heart broke. She should have said something. No I can't blame her for this. I decided to call finneas. He'll know what to do. 

"Billie it's 3am, what do you want?" He Said sounding mad.

"Ummm... Lexie left me." I Said trying not to cry. 

"What, Billie I'll be there as soon as I can." He Said hanging up. I put the phone down and started to sob. I lost the love of my life. Suddenly I felt hands hugging me. "Billie what happened?" Finneas asked. I gave him the letter while trying to stop crying. "Omg how did I forget." I Said getting out my phone. I have Lexie on find friends. I can talk to her. Get her back. "Look after the twins I'll be back soon." I Said leaving finneas confused. I got in my car and drove to where she was staying. I walked up to the receptionist and she gave me Lexie's hotel room. Fame really does have its up sides. I finally reached her door and was about to knock when I froze. What if she won't come back. I don't know if I can do this. Don't be stupid Billie you have to. "Who is it?" She Said. It seems like she'd been crying. "It's me." I Said. She immediately opened the door shocked. "Billie, what are you doing here?" She asked letting me in. We sat on the bed not saying anything. "Umm I'm sorry. I really am. I know I've been a pretty shit wife lately but I love you and I always will." I Said braking the silence. "Billie I'll come back on one condition." She Said not looking at me. "What I'll do anything." I responded. "Go on holiday for a week and leave me with the twins." She Said. It seems like she's really thought about this. I guess it makes sense. I can prove that I trust her with the twins. "Ok I'll do it."