Softer//Billie Eilish

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Billie's POV
Two hours go I did the hardest thing I've ever done. I Said goodbye to my family. I'm only leaving for 3 days but it's killing me. Now I see that Lexie is right. I'm way to attached to my babies. I can't believe I almost lost her. I've never loved someone as much as I love her and I completely ignored her for ages. I didn't even realise how much I missed her. The feeling of her lips on mine. Her small little body in my arms. The way she smiles when she looks at me. I'm am idiot for ever forgetting how much I love her.
I finally arrived at the place I'm staying. It's a hotel in Hawaii. I got to my room and decided to call home. Me and Lexie had agreed one some rules so I can prove that I trust her with the babies one of them is that I only get one call per day unless there is an emergency.
"Billie, have you arrived." Lexie's voice Said through the phone.
"Yes, hows everything at home?" I asked happy to hear her voice.
"Good, the twins are fine and I've invited Lilly to stay until you come home."
"Oh Ok. I'm glad everything's going good. Can you tell the twins that I love them and miss them?" I asked hearing there giggles in the background.
"Of course I will. They miss you too Billie. So do I." She responded.
"I miss you too. Lexie I love you. I really do and I know I haven't been the best lately but I will always love you. Unconditionally." I Said trying not to cry. I really am soft for her.
"I love you too Billie. I've gotta go. Have fun in Hawaii. And try not to miss me tooo much." She Said flirtingly.
I was so exhausted after the flight I got changed and went to sleep.
My night was filled with dreams of Lexie and the twins. I can't wait for this to be over.

A\N sorry I haven't updated in a while also if you wanna read something else I've been writing a lot for "You changed me" if you're interested
Anyways I hope you have a nice day :)