Softer//Billie Eilish

A

Billie's POV

"Good morning." I Said as Lexie walked into the kitchen. She wrapped her arms around my waist and rested her head on my shoulders. "What you cooking?" She asked smiling at me. "Pancakes." I responded. Today I'm supposed to be looking round some houses with my mom. I'm already not enjoying being an adult. I wanted this for years and since my birthday I have been substantially disappointed. I no longer have the excuse of me being young. I have to be responsible. It sucks. I love my life but sometimes I wish I had less to do. I have looked at so many houses and none of them are right. Lexie doesn't know it but when I find the perfect house I'm going to ask her the live with me. I want everything to be exactly like we dreamed. We need space for a family. We both want children and we need somewhere they can grow up. We have are hole life planned out. We just got back from and two mouth tour so we have a while until we leave again. This is the perfect time to start are new life.

"Can I have some?" Finneas asked walking over to us. "If you ask nicely." I Said patting his arm. "pLeAsE." He said mocking me." We all sat around the table eating the food. "This was really good babe." Lexie said holding my hand as we all finished. I smiled at her blushing slightly. When ever I'm with her I get all giddy. Any other relationship I've had that goes away after a week or so but we have been together four and a half years and I can't get over that feeling. I really love her. "If you two could stop being all mushy Billie you need to get ready. Mom will be here in an hour." Finneas Said picking up are plates. Me and Lexie walked into my room and got dressed. I went with a more casual look today. I stopped wearing all my chains as it got harder to do stuff with them all on but I still wear my ring every day. We both got completely ready and soon my mom was here. "See you later." I Said kissing her goodbye as I walked out the door. My mom and I met the real estate agent and we drove the the first house. I was big. Like really big. It was also quite ugly. I didn't feel homey. I really don't like it. We looked around and left to see the next one. This one was smaller but still big enough. There is plenty of room for my cars and 4 bedrooms. It's modern with out feeding cold. It's perfect. I love it.

(The process of buying a house is complicated so Billie just buys it on the day and we can all except that)

We made are way Home after a successful day. I now own my a house. Like a proper house. I really am a grown up. "Congratulations Billie." My mom said seeing how happy I am. We drove the rest of the way back to Finneas house. I won't be able to move in until we get everything for the house so I'll have to stay here for a few weeks. "How was it?" Lexie asked as I walked through the door. "I now officially own a house!" I Said excitedly. She picked me up and squealed. I'm glad she's happy. She put me down and we went into my room. "Now I just need to find somewhere to live." Lexie sighed. "No, you are coming to live in our new house." I Said. "What? You don't mean that." She Said looking shocked. God I really love her. "Yes I do." I Said grinning. "How... that's too much. I should have payed some of that." She Said kissing my cheek. "I expect payment in sex." I Said smirking at her. "I shall happily pay."