Softer//Billie Eilish

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Ok so I want to end this book but I'm determined to get to z so the next few chapters will probably be bad ok anywho enjoy 

6 months later 

Lexie's POV 

"How was your day?" I asked joining her on the couch after she got back from taking the babies to visit her parents. "Good these cuties seemed to enjoy themselves." She Said playing with them. Billie has taken so well to being a mother. To well almost. That's the mane focus in her life. She posted that picture of the twins right after they were born and has said nothing since. She's gonna lose her career if this continues. That's not the worst part. Not the worst part for me at least. She hardly pays any attention to me. I miss her. I haven't been in a room alone with her since they were born. I can't be her wife and I can't be a good mom if she never lets me near them. I want to love them so much but all I see when I look at them is the thing that stole my wife. I feel bad for even thinking it. 

"I'm gonna take them to bed good night lex." She Said picking them up and walking to are room. I felt my heart ache. I hate it when she calls me that. Lex. I'm supposed to be her wife. Not just lex. "Good night." I Said holding back tears. I can't deal with this anymore. I've been considering leaving Billie for some time now today is my braking point. This morning I was sure she'd mention it. She didn't. Then I thought maybe she'd say something when she got home. Nothing. How could my own wife forget my birthday? I had already packed my bags for this book tour we were all supposed to be going on in a few days. I got out my phone and booked a hotel for a few nights and wrote a letter to Billie before leaving. 

A/N sorry for the lack of updates hopefully I'm back now 🙃