Tutor | J-Hope

Fourteen

Saturday morning, 10:33 a.m. at my house
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"Good morning," a beautiful raspy voice woke me up. Also the small little kiss placed on my temple.

"M'orning," I said, eyes still closed while a small smile appeared on my lips. I rolled over to face him.

"How'd you sleep?" Hoseok asked as he brushed my hair out of my face.

"Better."

"Oh really?" He started to kiss my cheek. "Is that cause I was here and last night?"
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Flashback to last night

[Rated 18+]

The kiss was simple at first. A little peck as he pulled away. I smiled up at him and pulled him back down to make our lips meet. A heated moment in the kiss like some other kisses between us were.

"Jump," he mumbled in between the kisses. His hand snaked it's way down to my thigh that he tapped.

As I jumped a giggle was released from my mouth. I wrapped my legs around his waist. He hiked me up so I would fall, and I let go of a gasp. He put his tongue into my mouth and let it roam.

After realizing we were on the front steps, he pushed open the door to enter. We got inside, him still carrying me. He placed me down on the couch then ran to close the door.

"Hoseok," I whined. "What are you doing? Come back here." The neediness in my voice was present.

"I'm coming," he said in a deep voice that was a major turn on and jogged back over to me. He leaned down to capture my lips in his.

One of his hands slowly slipped up my stomach and to my back. His mouth was making its way down my jaw to neck, leaving sloppy butterfly kisses. The hand on my back was working with the back of my bra. Once undone, the bra slowly slid down and off my torso because it was strapless.

Then it hit me: I've never done anything like this. I don't know what to do. I need to stop him.

"Hoseok, mhhm, s-stop," I broke the kiss by pushing him away gently.

"What? What's wrong?" He asked, voice sounded a little frantic. He sat up and I followed suit.

"I- I'm... not ready," I whispered the last part silently.

"Huh? What did you say, I couldn't hear you?" He said, cupping his ear.

"I'm not ready to go this far yet," I said a little louder, knowing this time he heard me correctly.

"That's okay." He backed away from me and leaned back on my couch. "What do we do now?"

"I never said we can't do anything else," I said as I crawled onto his lap, straddling him with my hip, "I'm just not ready for sex."

"That's fine. But what else can we do?" He asked. I brought my hands up to hair.

"This."

I bent down, seeing as sitting on his lap gave me a height advantage, and kissed him passionately. I slowly moved my hips as the kiss became heated once more tonight. His hands grabbed and gently squeezed my ass with a small moan coming from me.

"Ho-Hoseok," I moaned his name once his lips left mine to connect with my neck.

My hips were now moving a lot faster and more aggressive against his now prominent bulge. I moved one of my hands to his stomach, under his shirt. I swiped his shirt up and over his head, letting him disconnect his lips from my neck temporarily. After his shirt was removed, he flipped ya so he was back on top again.

"So... how... far... are we... going then?" He questioned between the kisses.

"No sex, hmm, but otherwise... anything," I told him.

"God, you're so hot right now," he groaned. His fingers found their way to the waist band of my shorts, "may I?"

I nodded. He hastily pulled down my shorts, leaving me in my underwear only. Next he brought his hands to the edge of my shirt and lifted it over my head. My hands flew up to cover my exposed chest, but Hoseok's hands pulled them down.

"Don't cover yourself. You are the most sexiest thing ever, so don't you dare," he kissed me again. His hands held my wrists above my head.

His kisses trailed down my stomach. A hickey was left on my upper chest. His right hand slipped into my underwear while uncontrollable moans came from me.

"God... mmm, Hoseok," I moaned out loudly.

He groaned, "louder." I let a lewd moan out. "Damn. Hearing my name is better." He chuckled.

He slowly massaged my clit with his fingers. Going lower and lower, he eventually stuck the tip of his finger in. He pulled it in and out as I moaned from the pleasure.

After a while the pit in my stomach became almost unbearable, "Hoseok, I think I- I'm gon-na.."

"Go ahead," his husky voice sounded. I came on his fingers before he pulled them out. "So beautiful."

My eyelids were slowly closing. He picked me up and set me down in my bedroom. I assumed he was the one to put his shirt on me and pick up the living room. I had fallen asleep.
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Present

"Last night was... interesting," I said. He just chuckled at me and gave me a chaste kiss on the lips.

"I know."

We laid there looking at each other as I remembered last night. Wait. Did he fall asleep with the boner? I asked my self. Although I couldn't help but ask it aloud too.

"You didn't fall asleep with a boner, did you?" I spoke abruptly, then covered my mouth in embarrassment.

"Yeah, But it was worth it," was all he said to me. He chuckled and kissed my temple once more. "I'll be fine."

"Ok." I said.

We both got up later on. He had to head home at 1 so I made him stay until then. We worked on math again, which disappointed Hoseok, but I got him to cheer up by playing video games with him.

Jae came home later in the day around 3. I had cleaned the whole house top to bottom before he arrived. After that all, I spent my day curled up on the couch watching Netflix, working on my English.

Until I got a text...

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Okay so I wanted to apologize to the readers who read this.

I'm really trying to update and all, but I have had a busy week. I drove across the country to go to my uncles wedding which I had to participate in. Then we drove back after staying there for almost a week.
I couldn't really update because I was preoccupied with family things, spending time with them and etc.

I would've updated yesterday, but I also have a friend going through a hard time. So I'm trying to be there for her.

Again, I'm really sorry. I promise I'm not going to leave you all in the dust. This story is a priority, but I have other priorities too.

Please understand. Sorry... bye