sense you hoes still read this book~
I DID NOT EDIT THIS OR READ OVER AFTEE WRITING I AM VERY SORRY
(sorry if i'm rusty on the show.. this is based off of the beginning when victor first shows up and like coaching starts)
victor had been leaving the house right after practice and staying out really late. according to his instagram he was going out clubbing in popular bars with a reputation of holding other gay men. Yuri did feel jealous but assumed victor wouldn't have done anything while being out. he was too famous and it would have ended in a scandal.
although one night victor came home early enough for dinner and he was with another man.
"everyone! this is my boyfriend Riku!" victor excitedly introduced him "Riku this is my student Yuri!"
"nice to meet you yuri." he bowed respectfully and yuri awkwardly also bowed
"nice to meet you too. Riku." he tried to hide his jealously and anger but it was a lot on his heart. he never imagined realistically having a chance with victor but he never imagined victor going out and getting a boyfriend.
later that night when eveyone was settled down and riku had gone home yuri was laying in his bed nearly crying. he felt so rejected by victor rethinking everting that had happend in the past sense victor even arrived. maybe he should have just shared the bed with victor. maybe instead of pushing him away he should have been more ok with it but there was nothing he could do yet. it was too late.
the next day at practice was terrible. riku had stayed around to watch and yuri had a terrible cough. it got so bad that victor called practice off.
"you can rest if you need to yuri. but we will have to work a little bit harder when you get better."
his chest hurt. his heart hurt and his lungs hurt. everyday that went by it got worse. at first it was just coughing fits then phlegm and vomiting. one night in specific was the worst. his whole body hurt from his coughing and choking. he couldn't breath but after forcing whatever was stuck he saw a small blue flower. covered in his spit and phlegm. it looked disgusting but he was confused. the coughing stopped and he could take bigger breaths
"did i swallow this?" yuri asked himself walking back to his room as he lied his exhausted body down to finally get some sleep. his lungs still felt tight but he could at least breath.
when he woke up he had another coughing fit and little flowers and flower petals and stems came out
"what is wrong with me.."
"knock knock piggy! you can't stay in bed all morning." victor yelled from outside his bedroom "are you dead?"
yuri went to speak but his voice was raspy a small "ok" was as much as he could push out.
throughout the day yuri coughed up more petals. the coughing got worse and the petals where more full whenever riku would visit but yuri was good at hiding the blue flowers witch he found out where iris flowers. if only they looked as pretty when they came out of him as they do when they grow naturally.
part 2
it had been about a month and a half sense yuri had gotten sick and victor was extremely stressed out. they had to skip a competition because there is no way yuri would get better in time to learn the routine before the show.
besides that yuri looked like he was on his death bed. victor didn't know what to do because yuri had never said anything about wanting to get help for whatever his condition was but it looked like if he didn't it would be too late so victor convinced him to go to the hospital with him.
during the car ride yuri had another coughing fit. victor pulled the car over trying to help him. the painful sounds hurting victors heart
yuri gasped for air after his short fit ended but there's was a pile of slimy flowers in his lap and in his hands. yuri was so used to this he didn't notice victor stairing at the petals
"yuri.." victor said under his breath. it took him a second but he knew exactly what was going on "yuri i-"
"oh victor.. these have been coming out for a while now. it's nothing to worry about." yuri said. his voice was painful but he pushed sentences out so he didn't worry victor anymore than he already has.
"hanahaki.." victor whispered picking up one of the flowers "yuri did i cause this?" he asked looking at yuri. his heart filled with guilt.
"what do you mean victor? how would you cause this? it's my body." yuri was confused "i don't think making me work hard at ice skating would have caused this."
"no. because if riku." victor grabbed yuris pale face. it was almost looking blue from yuri not getting enough oxygen.
"i don't love him yuri."
yuris eyes widened "what do you mean victor! your dating him of course you like him!? your dating!" yuri laughed awkwardly
"no yuri. i love you. i'm sorry." victor said pulling him into a kiss
as the kiss went on yuri felt his lungs cool down almost. he pulled away and coughed up more flowers and what seemed to be a root system. he started crying as he took deep breaths. his skin looked like it was already starting to color
"v-victor what happend?" he cried, he was so happy it was finally over
"i'm sorry about riku yuri.. this would have never happend."
they drove the rest of the way to the hospital and had doctors check his lungs. they took some flowers in to show the doctors and it was confirmed to be hanahaki.
yuri had some lung damage because of it but it would heal.
