Mated To a God ✔️

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I move away from Bane before he marks me. "No!" I scream as he tackles me again.

"Please! Please don't!" I cry out. Bane walks away and paces. He comes up to me again but Xander's in control once again. He nudges me with his nose and licks my face as I get up. I walk around the trees and Xander stays behind me. I make sure to stay a few feet away from him. Silent tears run down my face and I think of what just happened.

Is Bane that out of control? Why would Xander tell me this just now, it's not possible for me to be his mate. right? I am a human, but why the hell would he hide this shit from me? I mean, really?Usually when someone finds their mate, they basically claim them right away...

"Are you lying to me!" I ask. He shakes his body, no. He's not lying to me. "How the hell?" I ask. I sigh and runs hand through my hair. I kneel down to Xander and put my head on his. God what the fuck is going on?

I'm a fucking idiot.

Xander paws at my shoulder I stand up and wipe my tears away. "Why wouldn't you fucking tell me this!" I walk around again. Xander nudges me towards the cabin. I walk slowly and hang my head. Was bane really going to mark me? I go In the cabin as Xander shifts again. I sit at the bed and wait for him. I put my head in my hands as Xander walks in.

"Are you Good now! Yeah I get it. This was not how I planed this out. But I didn't expect this either!" He yells. I look up. "God Damn it. I wasn't suppose to have a mate! But you came along!" He growled. God he growls a lot.

"Xander. I-"

"YOU CAME ALONG! You came and you..." Xander walks over and kneels in front of me. "You came alone and I didn't know what to do." I shake my head as he controls his voice again and finally talks to me instead of yelling. He grabs my hand sighs. "I'm sorry." He says. "But I will do everything I can to make this feel right." I look at him.

"You don't have to." I say.

"Yes I do. And I will."

"No. You don't." I start. "It already feels right." I say. "I was freaking out because I think I fell for you and your dickhead wolf. I thought that I would have to live with you being with someone else. I thought that I may have hurt someone else because of how comfortable I was around you. But I just am confused. I think, that I had hurt others and that you were joking."

Nothing. Silence.

"It feels right. But you have a shit ton of explaining to do!" I snap.

"Yes ma'am." He says looking up at me smiling, his hands move to my face moving hair out of the way.

"Xander?"

"Hmm?" He asks staring at my eyes.

"What ar-." I'm cut short by Xander pulling me in and kissing me. He pulls me by my hips to the edge of The bed. My hands find his face and they cup around his face as he kisses me softly. He stands up and picks me up while doing so.

It was right, draping my arms around his neck as he pulled me closer to him. That kiss lasted, even when I pulled away.

"God baby girl. If I knew that kissing you would be like that I would have told you a long time ago." I smile as he lays me on the bed and pulled me into him again, not letting me go.

"Xander." Oh god. Why am I saying this? "I can't have sex yet. Okay?" I blurt out. He looks at me and chuckles.

"I know. I'll wait for you, okay?" I look at him and smile. I nod my head and peck his lips. "And the marking?" I say worried.

"Like I said. I'll wait."

"And B-Bane?" I stutter out. Xander sighs.

"Don't worry about him, he's waited this long. I'll make him wait longer." I nod. To be honest Bane scares me. He's forceful. They first two encounters I've had with him were not nice ones at all. I sit up and Xander lays down next to me. I yawn and run my fingers through his hair.