Cold [K.TH P.CY]

12

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I looked into his eyes as his own was welming up with tears. i was startled to see him like this when i woke up. is this a dream ?

"T-Taehyung are you okay ?"

i pushed his hands off my cheeks and sat up properly feeling my cheeks starting to heat up a bit remembering how his hands was on my cheeks.

he pulled me into another hug and that's when i started hearing his small sobs and my shirt getting wet from his tears he let out onto me. i rubbed his back making him down.

after a while he had stopped and now it was awkward again. he stood up with a straight face looking at me with no emotions like minutes ago.

"get up we're gonna meet up with people later"

he was about to walk out but i scoffed and called his name.

"Taehyung"

he turned around with the same face he always give me. the cold face.

"what am i to you ? you can't just be making me have my hopes high and then just drop it like...it's a piece of shit you don't care about"

my voice was raising at him and i was heating up but then i started to have headaches so i stopped. he rolled his eyes and began his way out the door again.

"why can't you just love me like before ?! what happened to the Taehyung i know"

my voice came soft now and tears were trickling down each second. i went up to him slapping and hitting him all i want throwing my anger at him and he didn't dare to stop me.

suddenly the door opened with Lucas and Jihyun ran in stopping me and parting me apart from Taehyung. i was glaring at Taehyung waiting for an answer right now but all he did was storm out with Lucas running. after him to not let him hurt himself or something.

"Chaeyoung... is he-"

"yes! i fucking hate him"

i interrupted him breaking down in front of my bestfriend because of Taehyung once again. Jihyun has only found out after Jin because of course he's my bestfriend. all these months i've only cried to Jihyun around 2-3 times because i don't want to put him on too much pressure.

"can you leave me alone for a while Jihyun ?"

he nodded and squeezed my hand lightly before closing the door. i tried to calm myself down but all the memories keep kicking in. 

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this is so bad but here you go!