Trapped Words

Chapter 35: The Crash

A/N: Sorry for the slow update guys! its because of the exam again. s

So here you go! Enjoy!

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Eleanor's POV:

I ran towards the elevator. George, following behind me. I step inside and press the Ground floor button,but when the elevator's door was just an inches away before it would completely close,a hand tries to reopen it and he succeed and step inside,catching a heavy breath.

"What are you doing here? Can you please go out? or I will?" i fuss ,not looking at him as I try to catch my breath. My chest was pounding so hard the same as his.

"Let me explain first." he plead, a single tear leaves his eye pressing his hands on mine making me to glare at him.

He want to explain? Is he freaking serious? My subconscious mind speaks looking at him seriously.

"Why do you do this George?" I ask looking directly onto his lovely eyes. He was thinking of an answer as he digest my words,I guess.

"I swear I didn't meant to hurt you,I suppose to stop it but I can't,I mean I don't want to end my plan not the way on what is written on it,just because I want to be with you. I mean,the last few words didn't worked well.and it turned up loving you,Love." he explained as I give him a 'Really look' studying his gestures.

"I have loved you El! I really do." he continued.

"I felt it and realize that what I feel for you wasn't an ordinary feelings at all. It was love I guess. I don't know why, by the time we kissed, and all the times that I spent with you. There was a sudden spark that was happening between the two of us. I don't know how it goes but I think I've never felt this way before. You are the only girl that I've love out of the girls I've gone with. I have loved you El! I swear I have." he said trying to convince me with his pretty big lies.

" But why did you do so? Why did you write a plan? I'm not a toy George. I'm not a thing that you will try to planned with. I though everything that was happening between us was just showing me of how much you love me. This, " I said holding my necklace tightly.

"This one was of your plans right? I thought at first that all the precious things that was happening between the two of us was just a coincidence,a twist of fate. But it wasn't! No twist of fate at all! Why did you continue doing your plans and putting it into actions,huh?" I whine as I wipe my tears away trying to stop myself from crying but failed making him to think even more.

"I don't know why,all I know was,I love you. In the deepest part of me I felt this odd feeling, I --- "

"Shut the fuck up Wellington!" I scream.

"If you have love me,why do you to do this? Why do you have to lie?"I ask but he didn't say a thing. Looking away,and face becomes ruddy because of shame.

"I have loved you George! I trusted you! You was actually the first person that I've kissed with. The kiss that I thought would be the most precious thing I could keep. I thought from the start that you would be the only one who I could put my world into. I thought at first, that you are my world,my joy,my inspiration,my strength, the one who could break the wall of my fears, my everything. But it turns out to be a complete opposite. You are my weakness George. I don't know why I have fallen for you this hard,but it just did. Maybe you got that charming type. That twinkle in your eyes that I could gaze into. The warmth of your hug that could keep me alive whenever I am feeling cold. I thought you could be my crying shoulder. I thought you are the kind of guy that I've barely seen in this world that's why I chose you. I thought at first that you are the kind of guy that never hurts a girl no matter what,never make a girl cry even just a single drop of tear leaving her eyes. The kind of guy that would never leave me no matter what. But the fairy tales that I always dream of,turns out to end sadly,horribly a nightmare." I finished catching a heavy breath as I cry. He was dumbfounded. Lost of words but standing frozen still. He looks at me sincerely as I try to wipe my tears away.

There was a silence that comes between the tension. It was so odd that I can even hear the beating of my heart. But utter didn't take so long. He breaks the silence as he speak a word.

"Please," He mumbled as he reach out my hand pressing it on his.

"Give me another chance El. I know that you still love me don't you?" he said and I look at him.

"Second chances were only given to the ones who deserve it,George." I utter looking at him seriously. My eyes were swelling red. Feeling dumb and lost for words.

"And a guy like you does really deserve it. You're not the George that I've used to love anymore. And it maybe sad to know that you've change." I mumble lamentably as I slowly give off from his tight grip. A single tear tumbles from my eyes. I quickly wipe it away with my hanky and move my strayed hair behind my ears,looking down on my feet.