Hold on to me

Why me

June

Emily and her new classmates had had a wonderful time during the year, and the school was almost over. It was time for a summer break. Jessica and her friends had promised to teach Emily how to handle some ponies in the summer, as a birthday gift. She turned to 11 this spring, a few months back.

This summer holiday was supposed to be a plan-free vacation, no special plans or traveling to overseas or anything, just laying back and enjoying the summer. Of course seeing friends and relatives were allowed, but there was nothing big planned this time.

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Midst of July

One day Emily and her friends went to the stables. There were a couple of Finnhorses, shetland ponies, haflingers etc. There were 42 horses and ponies altogether. They were all in a same big stable, ponies on the other end and horses on the other one. In the middle was a supply room where they kept all the brushes, pitchforks, buckets, saddles, halters and other things. 

The owner of the stable had promised Emily that if she does good work and takes good care of the animals, she could try riding for free. Finally a hobby that is affordable. And I'm close to animals. They took care of the ponies today, her friends showed her how to feed them, clean their places, take them outside and pick up from the pastures. She was having a time of her life. 

~~Ring ring ring~~

Hey sis, you wanna go ride bicycles with me?

Sure, why not. I'm at the stables.

Okay I'll be there asap.

Emily said bye to her friends and went outside to wait for his brother, but he was already there with his bike.

- "Wow you're fast, I just hung up with you."

- "I was outside already, and I figured you'd be here. Where do u wanna go?"

- "I found a place next to my future secondary school, we can ride there through the pastures."

They rode across the pastures through a woods and under a highway, along a dirt road that took them to a field. Pretty in the middle of the field was a river and a tiny beach. Everything was almost a half mile away from the center, so there was nothing surrounding the beach and almost no one ever visited there. You could only see the roof of the school from the field, because the trees were so tall along the pedestrian zone.

It's a warm day, but not so warm to go swimming. And I'm not sure if I'm brave enough to even swim in there. And Michael doesn't even know how to, yet. She thought.

Tiny fishes swam almost in the surface. Michael had taken a quest to catch one the fishes. He acted like a cat. Emily was walking along the shoreline barefoot and watched amused as her little brother tried to do something impossible. Didn't take long to him get bored, so he started to build sand castles. She wanted to participate and started to shape a moat around the castle. 

Two hours had passed, it was already afternoon. They'd built a huge sand castle that had a pond for the fishes to swim to and a moat where the river pushes water around. Suddenly they hear a noise, it was from a bike. 

- "Oh hey Mr. Sam! What are you doing here?" Michael shouted. It was his friend's father. Sam was a bulky man, and at least three times bigger than her, wore round glasses and was balding. Emily had picked her brother up from their house a few times, it was just houses away from their own house.

- "I'm just passing by, then I heard noises and came to check. This is place is usually quiet." he said.

Not so quiet anymore when we're here.

Michael got a text message from his friend. He got invited to play games with his friend new console.

- "Can I go, pleease?" he whined.

- "Yes yes go ahead, I'll pick your stuff too and bring them back home."

Michael left excited, he hasn't played with a console yet. Great, now I'm alone with this guy, I'll head home too.

She started to gather her brother's things around the beach, they're scattered everywhere. Mr Sam was just sitting on the sand and watching the river and sometimes Emily. 

Finally done, now to wash my feet and put my shoes on and I'm ready to go.

She went back to the water to wash her feet. After that she had a next problem, wet feet, no socks and sneakers. She bent over to put on the shoes, they were so clammy that she almost gave up. Suddenly, she felt hands on her hips.

- "Umm mr Sam what are you doing?"

- "Nothing, just giving you a back hug." he said, with a cunning voice and pressed himself against her. Emily was too young to understand what was going on and she believed him. It was until second time that she started doubting his actions.

- "Can you please stop I feel uncomfortable."

It was already the third time that he pressed himself against her, but after this one, he stopped. It's over, finally. 

- "Why would I stop?" he asked, at the same time he put his other hand on her inner thigh, slid it upwards and touched her crotch.

After that she knew what was happening. He was going to hurt her. Embarrass her. She tried to stood straight but he grabbed her by the arm and threw her on the ground, turned her around and started to take her pants off. "Please stop this isn't right!" she begged.

- "Shut the fuck up or I'll punch you! And stop fighting you can't win this." he said. She tried to escape but she was so tiny and weak compared to him. It was no use but she kept trying.

He opened up her legs and forced him inside her. An excruciating pain went through her whole body and left her in shock. She couldn't move a muscle, say anything or think straight. As he kept thrusting harder and harder, she started to feel weak and her vision was blurring. All she could do was to lay there, and wait for it to be over.

He finished after a five minutes or so, but it felt like hours to her. He ran away quickly, she didn't. She was still in shock. She couldn't move, she didn't want to move. When he was no longer to be seen, Emily started crying.

It hurts...

Why me...