Sarah's Secret

Memories

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As I stood there looking at the man who scarred me for life.I wanted to run, to just get away but I just couldn't. My mom came over to me and ushered me to him.He had the audacity to still smile at me.I sat as far away as I could away for this man."Don't you remember him,honey,Adam, he used to live with us when you were younger,"."I don't,"I said bluntly.He stood up to hug me and flinched away,"Mom I'm not feeling well,I just wanna sleep,"I said as I left more like ran out of the room.

I locked my room and just collapsed on the floor,I was having a mental breakdown, I couldn't handle this,this was my worst nightmare. I cried and cried till no tears could come out any longer.I rocked myself to sleep.

When morning came I had a massive headache from all the crying and lack of sleep.I got out of bed to wash my face but as I saw my reflection,I was a mess.My eyes swollen,cheeks puffy,skin pale.

I took a long,hot shower to relax myself.After getting dressed I went downstairs to get some breakfast.My mom and dad were sitting in the kitchen talking,"I think we should let him stay here for a while,darling"."You're right, atleast until he finds a good job."

"What are you guys talking about,"I asked."Oh its just that Adam doesn't have a job,so until he gets one, we were planning on letting him stay here".
"WHATT!!!?!,"I chocked out. I couldn't have heard them properly.Of course this is a joke,right?."Honey, he's helped us a lot in the past,it's only fair we try to help him now"."Why can't he stay in a hotel or something,mom."
"He can't afford it,"dad spoke up.

Oh,what did I do to deserve this,I'm not a bad person,what do I need to suffer this much.

I stood there,my head was spinning and I couldn't breathe again,I ran out of the house, my mom was calling after me but I didn't pay her any attention.

I had run for like 10 minutes and stopped at a park,it was empty and peaceful.Not a lot of people came to this park,so it was a great place to be alone and think.

I sat down leaning on a tree,thinking about the predicament I had gotten into.Whenever I saw that man,I would be brought back to those awful memories.

"Let's play a game,"he said."What kind of game"."Well you're not allowed to take of your clothes until I come back,ok,"he said as he left the room.

I was sat on his bed,giggling as I took of my clothes to hide under the covers.He was tricking me,using reverse psychology to make me do whatever pleases him.

A few minutes later he walked in and grabbed me,he took me out of the bed and put me on his lap.He spread my legs and started touching me.I was just a child so I didn't know what this was,I was naive to what was being done to me so I just kept quiet.

He started rubbing my private parts,I was feeling uncomfortable but I was too scared to speak up.He then put his finger INSIDE of me.

I didn't know what to do,it hurt but again I was too scared to say anything. After he had his fun with me he told me to get dressed and got out.

I couldn't tell my parents, he said it was our secret 'fun' game.He smirked,proud of himself.

I recoiled at that awful memory,and now tears were falling down my cheeks.I just sat there feeling broken, hurt, manipulated. I was there for like 2 hours of silence, till I heard someone clearing their throat beside me.

When I looked up it was Michael.What was he doing here,I thought to myself."Can I help you?"I said with hostility.I didn't know why I was acting like that."Woah,what's with the attitude, I was just jogging and I saw you alone,so I came."he raised his arms in surrender.

"Ok," I said."So... Are you crying again,why?"he was curious. I stayed quiet."C'mon Sarah,tell me,"he said as he sat down beside me.I didn't know why he was all of a sudden interested in how I was feeling."It's just a family thing,"I said.And we sat there in silence, AGAIN."Do you wanna get something to eat,I'm starving,"he smilled sheepishly.I contemplated my answer,but agreed at the end.

We got in the cafe and I too was starving.We got our orders and waited for our food to come.He was staring at me again."Ok dude now you're creeping me out."
He burst out laughing,"I was just thinking about what to ask you,"he said.I raised my eyebrow confused,"why?"
"Cause...I don't know I just do."That was vague.

"So tell me about yourself,"he said carefully."I don't know what to tell ya,you know the saying 'when someone says tell me about yourself and you suddenly forget who the f you are' ."He burst out laughing again,even louder than before and we wede starting to get looks from the people around us.He finally calmed down whipping his tears."You're funny you know that," I shrugged my shoulders.

"Ok why don't we play 20 questions then?"he said and I agreed."Favorite color?"
"Purple, how about you?"
"Black,".Typical I said to myself."Favorite hobby?"he said. "I don't have a hobby,I do a little bit of everything."
"Ok my turn,biggest fear?"I asked.
"Don't laugh,but I'm terrified of butterflies."he said,his cheeks getting red.

Wait did I hear him right,butterflies the mighty Michael Walkers is afraid of butterflies,I laughed so much my stomach was hurting."Hey its not funny, stop laughing,"he was embarrassed."Ok ok,"I said calming down.

We continued playing and our food came."Ok my turn now,"he said smiling deviously.
"What's your deepest darkest secret".
I froze,my secret..........

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