The Arcana-Head Canons and Oneshots

Rain(Muriel)

A/N:Yet another sad/depressing warning,I've been feeling down and writing comforts me,the next chapter will be happier.
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I let out a sigh as I sit in front of the fireplace watching the fire crackle,Muriel has been out all day,I didn't even get to see him this morning,he took Inanna with him so he must be doing something important. I move my knees so they are right under my chin and I listen to the rain outside it was calming but frightening at the same time. I space out for a while and just end up letting the thoughts in my head hit it 'he doesn't love you,you're just an annoying side thought,you are nothing' thought like these kept coming and hitting me,I am so sick of it,I start to cry into my knees as the storm outside gets stronger,I'm worried about Muriel. Just as I am crying and getting more anxious the door swings open forcefully with inanna trotting in and Muriel walking in behind her,he looks around and notices me crying,he quickly puts his stuff down and quickly walks over to me. He sits down next to me and doesn't know what to do,he hovers his arms around me almost worried to touch me. "Y/N....?" He asks this with more worry and anxiety in his voice them usual. I look up at him my e/c eyes red from crying tears streaming down my face. "Muriel...I'm so sorry,I-" I try to say I need to go but Muriel puts his arms around me and gently hold me down in his arms "what's wrong?" I bury my face in his chest and just hold onto him. Inanna is sitting next to him looking up at me. "I...I feel like I'm just a bother to you...a waste of space...I don't feel good enough and I just hate myself so much..." I quickly say this between my quiet sobs,after he hears this his grip around me tighten and he gently rocks us back and forth. "You are none of those...I love you so much....you mean the world to me...you're perfect." He tilts my chin up so I am looking up at him,he gently wipes my tears with his rough yet gentle hands. This is the most he's ever said in one conversation with me. I snuggle closer to him and bury my head in his neck. He gently strokes my h/l hair and sighs. "I love you so much muri..." I say this quietly and he smiles softly at me "I love you...you look tired.." I nod "I am tired..." he immediately picks me up and gently places me on his bed,he moves the fur blankets and pillows and ticks me in,he crouches down to my level and kisses my forehead. He starts to lay some extra blankets on the floor and he goes to lay down but I wrap my hand around his wrist gently. "Can you sleep with me....n-not anything inappropriate I-I just don't want to be alone..." I say this quietly and quietly but he flushes bright red but nods and takes his boots off as he lays in the bed next to me,he put the blankets over us and stays a little ways away from me,but I move closer and bury my head in his chest and he kisses my forehead. "Good night." He says this quietly but comfortingly. I smile and kiss his chin "night." He wraps his arms around my body like he will never let go again and we both slowly drift off into sleep.
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