Ocean

Bowed head

he was like the music and the ocean and all was right with the world

Louise Alexandre 

^Ryan^

Surprisingly, I haven't missed Sabrina at all. She's been acting so shady lately, and only calls when she wants something. What a gold digger.

On the other hand, I've been spending more time with Tamara. I won't exactly say I'm attracted to her, much less have any feelings for her. She does make me feel warm inside though. Being a celebrity, and my family's money tree, I've already forgotten what happiness felt like.

People think wealth equals happiness. Well, it might for some people, but not for me. Everyone has always acted differently around me, to the point where it's obviously fake. This was all because of my family's riches, even before I became famous. 

I've noted that Tamara didn't care about money. Well, maybe it was because she doesn't know I'm rich... Eh, whatever, she doesn't seem like the gold digger type anyway. 

Yesterday, Tamara and I were talking when Faith and Axel weren't here. It was pretty awkward, to be honest. Tamara spoke first, breaking the awkward silence. "I think your girlfriend would miss you."

I frowned at the thought of Sabrina. She was probably cheating on me now, not missing me at all. "She's a model, probably forgot about me already," I sighed, propping my head onto my palms.

Tamara stuttered, "I-I don't think so. I mean, you're sweet, nice, and you have a personality anyone would kill for... Plus, you're pretty cute," she blushed, her last sentence surprised me.

She thought I was cute?

I found myself involuntarily smiling. What the hell? People tell me I'm cute every time they see me, so why am I so worked up over Tamara?

Actually, I think it was the fact that she liked my personality that made me grin. I couldn't stop beaming for the rest of the day.

^ Tamara ^ 

 Oh, what the fuck? Why did I say he was cute? 

Ryan was grinning, the corners of his lips growing apart as he smiled. "Good to know," he chuckled, but all I could think was 'fuck my life'. 

"I-I meant, y'know-" I was cut off by the sight of Axel carrying Faith, walking towards us.

She had apparently fallen asleep after having a crying session, according to Axel. It was a while until Faith mumbled, "Kai, don't leave me..."

As expected, the boys kept on annoying me with questions I couldn't answer. I shut them up, warning them never to bring it up in front of Faith. They listened to me, and hopefully, they'd remember that after today. I don't want to remind Faith further of what happened three years ago.

The next morning, I woke up to loud, chopping blades right above us.