Ocean

Fear

^ Ryan ^Unlike her friend, Tamara didn't cry or scream when the captain announced the plane was falling. She didn't say a word, following the people to jump into the water. I have no idea why, but I grabbed her hand and stopped her.

 "Don't jump. You'll die if you do." I led her to the back of the plane, trying to find something of help. She wordlessly followed.

There, we found a lifeboat and met Axel and another girl. I figured the girls knew each other because they started crying and hugging when they saw each other.

When we sat in the lifeboat, Tamara didn't even scream. She just cried silently, tears falling down her cheeks. The poor girl was probably in shock.

Although I didn't like being emotional and tried my hardest not to cry, I couldn't. I was literally about to die.

Isn't that everyone's biggest fear?

Sometimes, I wish I could die. Sabrina, my fans, my family... It was all too much for me. 

^ Tamara ^ 

I couldn't exactly recall what happened, as I was half asleep. When we were in the lifeboat, I remembered trying not to cry as Faith depended on me.

Faith always looked to me for support. I knew if I cried, Faith would lose hope instantly. She thinks that if I believe everything is okay, it's going to be.

She has had this type of thought process ever since it happened.

Sometimes, I really hate how she does that. I'm just a human-like her after all. The thing that really bothers me is... What if I don't survive? What if she gets to live and I don't?