Don't Tell Anyone (Nct ff)

Chapter 19

   (A/N: Sorry If this chapter has some anger in it. I was fined yesterday. For speeding and driving without a driver license. So I am not very happy, at the moment. Also I am really going to push the limit of what is considered smut lol.)

   That night the group had a show. I was still nervous from the doctors visit but I trusted the others. They said I would be fine and shouldn't worry.

   But even though the bad risks are low I can't help but worry a little.

   Before we left I took the medications I was given and met with the others in the living room. They all smiled as I came in the room and Taeyong spoke up, "Are you ready?"

   I nodded, "Yea, let's go."

   "Are you sure? Because if you don't feel up to it, you can stay home."

   I sighed, "Taeyong, I'm not a kid anymore."

   He glared at me, "Literally everyone in Nct is my kid. I am a mother to twenty one kids."

   "I know, but still. You're only five years older than me."

   He chuckled, "And don't you forget it."

   I rolled my eyes and turned to Haechan, "Let's go."

   Haechan nodded and we headed to the van.

   When I sat down my head started to hurt but it quickly dissipated. But Haechan still noticed my pained expression. "Y/N, are you okay?"

   I quickly nodded, "Yea, I just got a little dizzy."

   "Ah, well. It's not too late. You can still stay home."

   I smacked Haechans shoulder, "You're about as bad as Taeyong. Now don't worry about me. I'm fine."

   He sighed pulled me closer to him, "I just worry about you."

   After about half an hour we stepped out of the van and were quickly ushered into a backstage area.

   I could already hear the tons of people but I tried to ignore it so I could calm down.

   While I waited I sat down and started to look at my phone.

   But as I did the the screen seemed to get blurry, I rubbed my eyes a little and it got better.

   A few minutes later I noticed someone sat by me. I looked over and seen Johnny. He smiled, "Hey, Y/N. How are you feeling?"

   I shrugged, "Okay. But my head hurts a little. Don't tell Haechan or Taeyong though."

   He chuckled, "Don't worry, I won't say anything."

   I sighed, "Thanks."

   Moments later a guy walked in, "They're ready for you."

   Everyone nodded and got up. I followed them down a hallway and the farther we walked the louder the people got.

   When we finally stepped on stage the screaming intensified a hundred times louder. It was a little scary but also exciting.

   Soon after I got nervous. What if I screw up? I know the other members mess up sometimes, but still. If I mess up it will look bad because I'm still new.

   I took a deep breath and sighed. Just relax, Y/N. We rehearsed everything, I'll be fine.

   Just then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked over and seen it was Haechan, he was pointing to someone in the crowd. I squinted my eyes and scanned the audience. Soon I seen it and I chuckled. Someone was holding a sign reading. 'Ship Haechan and Chance, or else.'