Blunt

Namjoon

I have been following Jin for 3 days straight. And the stupid doesnt even realise it. He did not even recognize me in the school. Has he forgotten me?
Was I really that insignificant in his life?
(I need to keep all my personal doubts aside.)
But the question is, what was he doing that night at school? Does he know something?
He cant endanger my plan, now that i am so close to my revenge.
If he is gonna ruin my chances, i might have to remove him from the equation.
But he still looks the same. Grown up, but same. And still beautiful. Ughhhh.. i sound so smitten!
Why does he still have this hold on me?
Maybe its just his broad shoulders... Or his flawless face.. No, it has to be his voice.
Oh.. i remember it, his voice. It is a thing of beauty.
I shake my head, to break my trance. The effect this guy still has on me.....
Un-fucking-believable..
He left the class in a hurry today. For the last 3 days, I haven't seen him leaving a class walking this fast. It looks like his tail is on fire.
He keeps looking at his phone again and again.
He smashes right into a pole on his way to his car and falls back on his ass, rubbing his head.
I almost burst out laughing and giving away my position. But i feel bad as well. It was so hilarious, though.
He quickly looks around and tries to hide his shame.
Endearing!
He is almost to his car, when he looks at his phone again, and his expression lightens. He sighs visibly, and puts his phone to his ear.
When he reaches his car, he leans against it, and talks to the person on the other side in hushes tones. I am too far away to make sense of the conversation.
He is looking around the parking lot.
I hide myself behind my pillar, and sneak a look once in a while.
When he is finished with his call, he gets in his car and drives away.
There is a smile on his face.
Why is smiling?
I dont like that someone else is the reason for his smiles.
Ughhh.
I punch the pillar so hard, that i hear a crack from my bones.
And i immediately regret it.
The pain!
I flick my wrist to ease the pain, when i hear a snicker from behind me.
Hoseok is standing there, with a jerk ass smile on his face. And its so bright, that it blinds me.
"What did you think would happen if you punched the wall?" He states.
"None of your business" I reply.
"Oooh, I think it IS my business! Why are you following Jin?" His expression is serious as he crosses his arms.
My body goes into complete defense mode, and my adrenaline is already flowing, when I reply, "Why do you care who i follow? What do you know about Jin?"
He counters back, "Thats a question I should ask you.. Do not try to tamper with our treaty, brother. I have worked hard on building it. Stay away from our territory, and do not even think about harming Jin."
I am dumbfounded. He thinks I would HARM Jin?
"I have no intention of breaking the treaty, BROTHER!" I spit at his use of the term.
"But you were never the one who lost someone close, it was me! I lost my baby brother. Because of shit YOU PULLED.!" I am stepping in face, with the anger slowly taking over my senses.
It has been so long, since i have had this blind anger..and it is now coming out.
"Whoa..! Calm down, dog. You are frothing at the corners of your mouth." He puts his hands up placatingly.
But i am too far absorbed in my anger. My hand shoots out (the same one that punched the pillar) and hits him square in his nose.
He falls back, both hands on his bleeding nose now.
"You son of a bitch... You broke my fucking nose...!" He sputters through the blood pouring down.
I smirk, as I cradle my injured hand in the other one. My smirk is a malicious one.
I needed to do this. My anger has calmed down, seeing blood soaking the front of Hoseok's shirt.
I'll remember it as a beautiful painting. And when I tell Tae about it, i know i will regret it. But i am gonna have this moment of peace and enjoy watching Hoseok in pain.