Blunt

Namjoon

With my broken wrist all bandaged up, and my anger subsided, I head to see the one person that hasn't judged me in all my life. Its been some time since I last visited him and I somehow feel nervous.
As I approach my bike, my phone goes off. I struggle to take it out of my pocket, and by the time I manage to have the phone in hand, it stops ringing.
The call was from Jimin. I shake my head in disbelief. This guy has absolutely impeccable timing.
Its like he has a trigger in him, that senses my visit every time. I call him back, and he picks up on the first ring.
"Let's go meet him together." He says without greeting.
"How do you know?" I ask.
"Look up, you blind dumbass. I really dont know how you are ever successful enough in your field of work if you have all your senses blocked....!"
I look up and see Jimin walking down the street with a distraught expression.
"Yeah, yeah..." I mumble, cutting off the call.
As he reaches me, I see that there is something different about him. Like he still looks sad, but it looks as though a weight has been lifted off his shoulders.
But there are bags under his eyes, and his cheeks have sunken in all the more.
"You aren't taking care of yourself. Do you want me to force you into moving in with me again?" I glare at him.
"Nah..  I've had a pretty hectic schedule lately. It'll be better in a few days. I promise, its not like last time." He says sincerely.
He hops on the bike not waiting for me to get on. I shake my head, and put on my helmet before assuming my driving position.

As we approach Tae's headstone, the silence that naturally surrounds the graveyard, greets us with an embrace. Jimin is calm as he puts his hand on the top of the smooth stone, and smiles a sad smile.
"Hi, baby. Long time, no see."
I look at Jimin, and am taken aback by the love in his eyes. I cant believe, that after so long, he still loves Tae so much.
"Hey, lil bro. This man misses you too much." I say, earning a glare from Jimin.
"I have a lot to tell you, lil bro. But first, I'll let you two have some alone time to sort out your differences." I chuckle when Jimin bends down to pick up a stone and throws it at me.
"I came back a few days ago, Joon. I just wanted to keep you company. And check that you dont do anything foolish." He says.
"Ah, well then. I guess, I will have to bare my heart with you around." I settle down on the ground, and pat the space near me, indicating for Jimin to take a seat next to me. As he sits down, I look up at the sky and take the deepest breath I have taken in a really long time.
Being here, near my baby brother, just sort of calms me. I need to visit him more often.
But with the schedule I have had recently, it was a miracle that I got to sleep for more than 5 hours at a time.
"I have a lot to tell you..." I repeat.
"A lot of things have been happening. But the most important of them is that I saw Jin. I saw him. And he looks like the same ethereal being from the time back in school. When I first saw him, I was so shocked that it took me a few heartbeats to believe that he was there. But he then he started running away from me, like his tail was on fire. (Hahaha) It was so funny watching his awkward run. I know, you never approved of my addiction to him, but this time around, I plan to do things the right way. I wont let Hoseok get in the way. Yeah, about Hoseok, I kinda broke his nose today. But he was practically begging for me to do it. Why else would he shove it in my business..?
Urrrggh, that damn bastard...acting all cocky from high up his mighty horse. Who does he think he is?
I dont wanna ruin the mood by talking about him anymore. Just remember that I love you, and I miss you dearly. I really hope to see you sooner rather than later. But lets see what this month has in store for us."
I finish.
I cant reveal my plans to Jimin, not yet.
If he catches a whiff of what I have been planning, he would surely hand me to either Hoseok or Sejin. Hoseok, I can handle, but Sejin, being the leader would rip me to pieces. And I cant be ripped to pieces yet...
I need to see Jin. He will make things better for me. I just know he will.