Scorching heat hot enough to melt your skin off. It's was pitch black, and I was alone. The sky seemed to stretch on forever. I ran and ran and ran but I couldn't get any closer. Closer to Alec. He was at the end if the field, and he seemed to be struggling. His hands went to his throat, as if to stop the invisible force from killing him. He couldn't, though. He still choked and stumbled around. Alec was dying and couldn't do anything about it. I couldn't even tell what was killing him. What was slowly marking those blue eyes full of life become dull and dark.
Somehow I made it to his side and crouched down. As soon as my knees hit the ground, everything changed. Suddenly we were back at the Institute, Alec still dying. Isabelle came rushing in and pushed me out of the way. "Stupid Warlock! LEAVE!"
"Alec's dying! I can't leave him!" I yelled back. I didn't even fully understand what was going on, but I wanted Alec to be okay. To live.
"Leave! He doesn't love you!" My heart ached. That was what I feared most from Alec. That he'll stop loving me. He's so important to me that I didn't want to bear losing him. I'm not sure I could bear losing him.
"Alec! Alec!" I yelled.
"Can't you take a hint! He doesn't love you anymore! You're nothing to him. He'll die happily without you here." She was tending to him, trying to bandage some wounds that just appeared on his body. My Alec. He's dying and I'm not allowed to do anything but watch. He glances at me one final time, but after that I know he's dead.
I'm awaken by a rough shaking. "Magnus. Wake up. Wake up." It was Alec.
"Alec," I sighed.
"It was just a dream. You're okay." He immediately incased me in his strong arms. He could probably feel my heart beating incredibly fast. Sweat stuck my hair to my forehead and neck, and I was shaking. "You're with me now. I'll keep you safe." He kissed my shoulder.
"Thank you. Stay with me."
"I will. As long as I can I'll be with you."
"Do you still love me?"
"Yes, of course." I can never know when my dreams are real, so I have to make sure. "What happened in your dream, Magnus?" He started to stroke my hair, which calmed me down a bit.
"My worst fear. You'd die not loving me. I doubt be able to handle you dying, but you not loving me is worse. I love you so much I wouldn't be able to handle it." I shuttered like a leaf.
"That will never happen for. I'll always love you. You know what they say. Til death do us part. And it'll take more than death to take us apart."
Original title: PAIN BUT NOW IT FOR MAGNUS
