PAST pt.1

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(LOL! I LOVE THIS MEME! HAHAHA!)(anyway enjoy this chapter!)

Warning! : guys this chapter has a lot of depressing thoughts and subjects. its basically a sad chapter but this is a key part (this chapter is very close to my heart...)

timeskip..(Jimin driving home after the meeting..)

Jimin P.O.V 

the meeting went really well. all the employees are doing well. they are the reason why the company is doing so well. I drove home with a big smile and as usual the house was noisy. I walked in and everyone went dead silent. 

"hey guys!" I said with a smile. I somehow felt a different aura in the house like something was off. 

"hey Jiminie!" they all said in unison. I walked to my room and changed out of my office clothes. I looked at my phone and had some texts from Y/N. I smiled and opened them while walking to the dining.

Y: Y/N and J:Jimin

Y: Jimin-ah! I hope your meeting went well! I am still in the office... I will be home by 4.30 or         5pm at least.

J: yes jagi! the meeting went really well. we'll talk about it when ur back. we are all waiting for you! Bogoshipoyo! i'll see you soon, drive home safe!

Y: will do! byee! gtg! I love you!

J: love you too!

"AGIOO!!! these two are so cute!!" I heard Lyla suddenly squeal. I looked up to find all of them laughing and pouting. Aish! Jinja! these kids!

"okay! okay! lets eat! I am starving!" I said and changed the topic. we all ate but it felt weird without Y/N around.

Harry P.O.V 

I told everybody else about Y/N's past when Vincen was in his room and Jimin was at work. we had to tie Yoongi and Taehyung up so wouldn't kill Vincen. they were so furious!  Jungkook, and Rose ended up crying. they all asked us why we didn't tell them this earlier but we don't have an answer to that. it was Y/N's decision not to tell them anything.

'how is Jimin going to react?! AHHH!! I AM GOING CRAZY!'

we all ate happily and Jin came up to me.

"harry, you are going to be fine. Jimin is composed. he doesn't let his emotions out easily. he keeps them to himself a lot, just like Y/N. go on and talk to him is the library.... go! Hwaighting!" he said and pushed me forward. 

"Jimin can we talk?" I asked. he looked up with a smile and nodded.

we walked to the library and I could already imagine Y/N just spending all her day here like she used to do in High school and College.

we walked to the library and I could already imagine Y/N just spending all her day here like she used to do in High school and College

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we sat down and he kept looking at me with a confused face.

"Jimin-ah, I am not trying to destroy your relationship with Y/N or saying that she keeps secrets.... but there is something she has been hiding...." I said and he looked at me wide eyed.

"aniyo! aniyo! she is not cheating or anything! why would you think that?!" I said and waved my hand.

"its about her past with Vincen..." I said and he immediately sat down on the floor in front of me. he was younger than me and I could see so many questions just floating around his mind.

"I thinks its time to tell you this story since you need to know..." I said and held his hand.

"tell me everything you know Hyung! Jebal! Palli!" he said. 

"so this was back when were in college...."

Flashback....

(guys Matt here is going to be Jennie's husband/boyfriend and Mattew is going to be Y/N's best friend)

I was walking through the halls searching for Mattew, and the rest of the gang. Y/N and Lyla always come together just before the bell rings for the first lecture. I was walking around for a while and ended up sitting at bench. suddenly Matt, Rose, Lisa and Alberto came running my way. 

"Harry! lets go! we need to go to Y/N, NOW!" Matt said and pulled me up.

"PALLI! PALLI!" lisa said and we all ran towards the fountain. they explained about the break up and why it happened.

we all ran there to find Y/N balling her eyes out and Lyla calming her down. we all ran up to her and the girls cuddled her. we just sat holding her hand and thinking of a solution. 

the following few weeks were really stressful for us and Y/N. she was in such a bad state, she had stopped eating, she would not come out of her room, and all she would do was sit in her room alone without talking to anyone or allowing anyone in. 

one day, I decided to go and give her visit since unnie was out working. I walked into the house to find it completely silent. I couldn't here sobs or the tv, just silence. I slowly walked up to Y/N's room and she was not there. I walked around the house but didn't find her anywhere. I decided to call her and see where she was. I heard the phone ringing somewhere in the house. I walked around and heard it in the bathroom. she was not opening the door nor was she picking up. I opened the door and to my horror...

she was lying on the floor with her wrists cut up and blood flowing. I couldn't think! I immediately picked her up and took her to the hospital. I called the rest of the guys and Unnie. they all came running. Unnie came with her boyfriend Matt. she was crying like crazy. the girls also broke down.

after a while, the doctor walked out, talking to the nurse.

"Doctor! how is she doing? Is she okay?" Matt asked in a rush. 

"she is fine physically. she will wake up soon. but..... she is not at all okay mentally. she is going through depression. she cuts herself to release the pain. she has suicidal thoughts...." the doctor said and all of us were shocked. I felt like a bus just hit me. 

'she was the happiest, most bubbly person in our group. we knew her since high school. why did this have to happen to her?'

we all walked into the room to find Y/N peacefully lying on the bed for second time this week. the first time, she fainted while dancing because of exhaustion. Unnie was holding her hand and crying. 

"guys tell me! tell me why my Y/N has become like this?! Jebal! JEBAL!" she cried and Matt pulled her into a hug.

"unnie.... this started after she broke up with Vincen...." Lyla said

End Flashback...

"I think its my turn to explain..." said a female voice and Lyla appeared from behind with tears in her eyes.

Lyla P.O.V 

I stood there and listened to Harry tell Jimin about Y/N's past. it broke my heart each time I listen to it or talk about it. he was going to tell Jimin about her the actual hell she went through when I decided to do it myself. I walked into the room with tears running down my face.

"I think its my turn to explain.." I said and looked at Jimin. he had tears too. he looked at me with sadness.

"Jimin-ah promise me you will make a wise decision about what to do with Vincen after I narrate this story.." I asked. he nodded and I started to narrate the story that I never wanted to remember in my life.


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